Chapter 122 - Stella 4 (2/2)

Just like that days went by. Surprisingly Theo's feelings never changed. It was clear in his eyes. I can feel a connection between us. There's no record of when it started and how. The connection is getting stronger.

In those times, Ray became very strange. He would always look for a way to bad mouth Theo. My suspicions were already making me impatient. He was up to something I was sure of it.

On the other hand Theo was being help up by unnecessary things. I can see a wall building up between us all of a sudden. This is not what I wished for. It is breaking my heart.

But who could have thought that Ray was planning to separate me from Theo.

I was extremely disgusted with him. How can he do such thing? Just because he loved me? First that hooker and now Megan. He have crossed the line. I always treated Ray like a friend. The doubt I had that time became true. But it's not my fault that I can not return his feelings.

I continued to be with him without abandoning him for some mere doubts. Even if he had confessed his love, I wouldn't have broken our friendship so easily. Love is something that knows no rules. It is beyond one's imagination and understanding.

He is the one who left me.

Was is really necessary for him to desert me like that? If he really cared about me he could have just stayed as he was. And now he's telling me that he loves me? Oh please! I will never forgive him for this horrible betrayal.

On the other hand his betrayal helped me to understand my true dėsɨrė. Yes! It actually turned out to be great. When I saw Theo with some other girl, I realised that it is no longer possible for me to leave him alone. I want to be the one and only for him. I want him to love me only.

So, I gave in and it was the best decision of my life.

” I am always afraid to loose you.” My words choked on my throat as I tried to keep my gaze on him, looking deeply into his eyes. That night I was so emotionally unstable. I felt like crying in joy.

” What a coincidence! So do I.” Theo chuckled and pulled my body on his hard ċhėst. He sure knows how to divert my mind from mental breakdowns. He is my sun. When even I'm in dark, he shows me the rays of light. The ghost can't haunt me in the brightest hour, right?

~ to be continued