Chapter 63 - First Kiss (2/2)

” Everything was going good until the day we had sėx. For me, it was kind of a shock but I didn't reject you. Perhaps I did liked you from the beginning but never considered it as a lover's perspective.”

” Don't know if I should be happy or sad to hear it.” I let out a deep sigh of dissatisfaction.

” Why?”

” It makes me feel like I cheated on you.” With a bland gloomy tone I replied her back.

” I don't feel that. Regina is your past and so are the other women you had relationship with. All you can do is forget them and move on. We both agreed to have a fake marriage. I will also take the responsibility of it.” Her words made me feel better. Sure, I knew that holding onto past will only bring me dissatisfaction. Unless I stop worried about it, I can never enjoy my present. Let those unwanted past be wiped out by the tides of my promising future.

” I'm gonna burn those paper when I reach home.”

And that will be my first step to my promising future.

We reached home and the food was waiting for us. Our stomachs were empty and after eating all those ice cream Stella's period cramps are gotten worse. Which is obvious but sometimes you can't balance your health and your craving at the same time.

So, to cure her painful cramps Lucy had cooked chicken stew, salads and vegetables for her. I don't mind eating those besides I always prefer having diet food.

After finishing our food I went back to my room. Stella went to her room to change her clothes and take a shower. When I was done having shower and dressing up with casual clothes, I opened my locker to find the papers. They were at the same place where I have kept them, covered with a thin layer of dust.

” What's that?” I didn't noticed that Stella had already entered into my room since I was busy looking at that piece of paper.

” Paper.” I chuckle softly and replied. Stella was wearing a loose baggy t-shirt and her pajamas. Her hair was open although they were not wet. When she sat down beside me, I realised that she had shampooed her hair. The floral fragrance of her shampoo was floating around the air.

My hands were automatically drawn to her silk like hair. As my hand went through her black smooth hair, being touched by my palm, it felt so soothing. I wanted to do it more and more.

” Hey! Stop touching my hair!” She yelled at me looking bit annoyed.

” I think I will be doing it more often.” I have found the most amazing thing to do with her. This is so far my greatest discovery till now. I am proud of myself.

~ to be continued