Chapter 50 - Not Usual (2/2)
” Oh. You want me to come?” Well, I thought I should go with her. She will probably talk about getting prescribed birth control pills or maybe something more.
” No, it's fine.”
The next few days went like this. We would continue our daily life like usual but at night we would be passionately mȧkɨnġ ŀȯvė with each other. Stella began to sleep in my bed after that day and I continued to be her teddy bear. Honestly I enjoyed being held in her arms. I did also grab her like soft pillow. We were just like happy married couples.
But it was only me who thought of it. In Stella's eyes we are only having fun with our bodies. When this things comes to my mind it rips apart my heart. Suddenly I would get depressed over it.
Ray didn't showed up again after that day. I don't know if they are still talking or not. Jealousy is such a ominous thing. It can ruin your life. I won't let that mistake to repeat again. Therefore I did not ask her anything related to Ray.
In these days I enjoyed my life very well. Apart from the fact that Stella still has no feelings for me, life was great. Well, I took it in a positive way. It's not possible for someone to fall in love at once. But the way we are taking things, I know it will have good results. I can only be hopeful for that future.
It was Sunday, weekend times. We were both spending the day peacefully, eating our breakfast together. We had the day off. No office, no work, no worries.
” So, you wanna go somewhere? Or would you prefer staying at home?” I wanted to make sure that I use this opportunity to my fullest.
” Let's go eat outside. I also wanted to visit a restaurant which my colleague suggested.” Stella gave a reply with a sweet smile. She was excited hearing the idea.
” Like a date?” Two persons going on a dinner together. Wouldn't it be a date? Of course it is.
” Huh?” She was in confusion after hearing my words.
” Yeah. We should go on a date.” Again I told her positively with great confidence.
” It's not date. We had eaten together in our trip.” Thats was not as same as now. She was in denial but I wonder why. She told me that she will try to except me then she should go on a date with me.
Isn't that how people start to build a relationship by knowing each other? Technically we do have good knowledge about each other but that's not enough. I want to know more and more, every single detail of her life where I was not present.
” Nope. That was different because we went there as two friends having supper. But today I'm taking you on a date. Don't you like the idea?”
” Uh... that's not it...” She moved her gaze from me and gave me a crooked smile.
” Then?” I raise my eyebrows to emphasise my word.
” I never went on a date. ” Stella face palmed herself and she felt embarrassed by saying those words.
” I already figured that out and that's a good thing. Because I'll be the first guy to take you on a date. Don't worry I won't disappoint you.” I gave her a smirk then winked my eye at her. Of course she had rejected all the guys who asked her for date. Thanks to Vincent I got to know this information.
” Okay. We should-” Stella couldn't finish her sentence since the bell rang.
Now who the hell came at this early morning?
Can't I just have a peaceful conversation with my wife?
Ugh!
~ to be continued