Chapter 49 - Touching Body (1/2)

Stella was sitting there, her eyes went up to see me. She raised her eyebrows upward while her hands rested on the keyboard of her ŀȧptop.

” Nah I'm almost done. Just sit here for a bit, then we will go have dinner.”

” Fine by me.” I sat down on the couch and my eyes were observing her. She was very focused with her work and I didn't wanted to disturb her. After few minutes she finally stopped typing. Her arms were raised up to stretch out.

” I'm done. Let's go have dinner.” I followed her to the dinner table. Lucy served us the dinner. Since Stella had to work she asked Lucy to stay and help her with dinner. We ate our dinner and talked about how we had spent the evening.

” Are you going to sleep now?” Stella asked me.

” Yeah. You should go to sleep too since you have a meeting tomorrow.” Since we had finished eating, we stood in front of the stairs.

” Hmm. I know.”

I stood there like log. I thought I'll start to walk when she will, but both of us stood there and kept on looking at each other.

” You wanna do it?” Stella spoke with a hint of hesitation.

” Like now?” She nodded her head to say yes.

” Well, if you say so.” I had no reasons to turn down her offer.

Technically this will be the first I will have sėx with her in a sober state. I mean I have no clear memory of last night. There's some hazy images of that night. I was feeling pretty nervous.

We walked towards my room and entered there. Two of us were alone, inside my bedroom. There were times when we watched movies together here. We had played video games right here, sitting on my bed. My heart beat became faster than usual.

Okay!

Calm down!

I got this.

Easyyyyyyyy.

I kept on telling those words to my inner self. My anxiety was making me feel so worried. I was shaking from inside.

Should I start with kissing?

Will that be okay? I mean it's only natural to start things slowly rather than going wild like beast.

I'm not that much of a freaky person.

Stella was sitting on the edge of my bed. She stayed quite and probably waited for me to take the first action.