Chapter 4119 (2/2)
”I want to live and disappear at the same time, so your world is full of black fog, which can't be changed.”
”I told you to shut up!” She gave a roar.
”Ah ah ah, angry?” The voice behind the black fog was laughing, giggling, as if mocking her.
”I don't have the courage to come out and play tricks there. What's the qualification to judge me?” She said in a cold voice.
”Of course, I am the only one in the world who is qualified to judge you.” As the sound neared, a figure emerged from the darkness, and a faint fluorescence came from her.
looked at this as like as two peas, and she stared in astonished eyes.
”Because I am you.” The man coming smiled and said, ”what's the matter? Surprised? ”
“……” She pursed her lips and looked warily at the people who came.
”Don't look at me like that. You're so smart. I don't believe you didn't even notice me.” The man who came stood in front of her and said, ”every time you lose your consciousness, I can show up. It's a bad feeling.”
”You are...” What came to her at once: ”are you crazy me?”
”Crazy? I'm not mad. I'm just venting your dissatisfaction with the world. ” The other side obviously didn't like her description, hummed and said, ”thanks to my venting, so you can still see a round of virtual sun in this place.”
She looked up at the sun, looked at the man with the same face as herself, and trusted her more.
”It's really nice here.” The other side looked at her and said, ”although it's dark and empty, there's nothing, but there's no one who hates you, and there's no one who will hurt you recklessly. Here, you can live without pressure. How nice.”
”You've had enough. No one in the outside world really knows you.” The other side approached her step by step and put her hand on her shoulder: ”everyone thinks how good they are to you, but in fact, they only give you what they want to give.”
”Shen Fei is your father in name. You don't want him to take you to Lu's house, so you should stay away from him for so many years. Does he understand your pains?”
”Elanyou has been taking care of you for so many years. She is always asking what you want. But where are you qualified to ask for what under the fence? Does she understand your embarrassment?””Zhang Ya has been developing drugs for you, but these drugs have never had a stable effect. She hopes to get only one disappointment. Does she understand your sadness?”
”And a lot of people, they surround you for so many years, give you those false love, is it really meaningful?”
”Shut up! That's not what you said! ” She frowned and pushed away.
”The love they give you is just like the sun. It's fake. It's nothing.” The other side didn't take care of her anger and said: ”no one in the outside world really likes you, really cares about you. Wake up, no one loves you.”
”I told you to shut up!” She said angrily.
”Don't be silly. This is your inner world. I am you. You are me.” The other side smiled and looked at her: ”you shut me up just to avoid the problem, to avoid your heart.”
”Stay here, stay here, stay forever.” The other side's voice is full of demagogues: ”don't deal with people who don't understand you at all, just stay here, I will accompany you.”
The other side is approaching her a little bit, reaching out to touch her face, or give her a hug.
This kind of feeling is a very wonderful feeling, like knowing that the other side can be trusted, will never hurt themselves, will never leave themselves, betray themselves.
Want to let each other close to themselves, it is a kind of feeling that can finally get rid of loneliness completely, full of hope, it seems that there will never be disappointment, let alone despair.
”I'm different from them. I'm the only one who knows what you want in your heart. I'm the only one...” Each other's voice is soft, like music.
”You...” She looked at each other vaguely, as if she had been bewitched.