Chapter 3649 (1/2)
At first, when he heard that the master mother of the Cheng family said that he was like Ye Qingyun, Cheng xuduo was a little happy, but when he heard the words behind him, Cheng xuduo couldn't laugh.
”Nothing else.” Cheng's mother took a deep breath and said, ”now I just want to know why you do this.”
”I'm for...” Cheng xuduo's words were interrupted by Cheng's mother before he finished speaking.
”Don't say anything for me, I don't want to hear that excuse.” Cheng's mistress closed her tired and sour eyes and felt the pain in her temples.
“……” Cheng xuduo looks at the master mother of the Cheng family, then slowly lowers his head and asks, ”master mother, do you remember Xiaoshu?”
“……” Cheng's mother didn't answer.
”Cheng Xushu is my sister.” Cheng xuduo said, ”after Xiaoya was lost, her father and uncle brought her to you and told you that she was Xiaoya. You believe it. Many people believe it.”
“……” The head of the master mother of the Cheng family frowned slightly. She really didn't want to recall it.
I've been smart all my life, but at this time, I was cheated by my children.
It's not a glorious thing.
”The first time I saw her, I knew she was not Xiaoya. How could she be Xiaoya? I admit they look a little like each other, at least when they were little. ” ”But Xiaoya is Xiaoya, she is her,” Cheng said
The eyelids of the master mother of the Cheng family moved. Cheng xuduo always knew that.
”At that time, I was a little bit secretly happy, because none of you found it, only I knew it.” ”So I think it's my sister, a sister who can take care of me for the rest of my life instead of Xiaoya,” Cheng said
”But later, you find that she is not Xiaoya. You call her Cheng Xushu and send her away in anger.” Cheng xuduo said: ”I really want her to stay. I watched her crying and wanted to stay. She just grabbed my hand and told me she didn't want to leave. I remember her crying now. She called my brother and asked me to save her I still remember how tightly she held my hand. ”
”But she was sent away by you.” Cheng xuduo took a deep breath and said, ”I have done all the things I can. It is useless. She was sent away, and I have never seen her again.”
”Xiaoshu is gone. There is only Xiaoning left at home.” Cheng xuduo said: ”she is spoiled by some lawless, sometimes I hate to beat her, but she is a sister, I only have one sister like her, but She left anyway, she died. ”
”I don't think you know how much this has hit me, and you never care what I think.” Cheng xuduo looked at the master's mother and said, ”do you remember the most you said to me?”
”Don't be a coward like your father. He can't make it.” Cheng xuduo's hand clenched his fist on his side.
”I don't want to be like a father.” ”I don't want to disappoint you,” Cheng said, ”but the more I grow up, the more I find out that I am a coward and useless person.”
”I'm not smart enough, I'm not brave enough, I'm not decisive enough, I don't even know how to deal with my negative emotions.” Cheng xuduo said, ”you never know the depression day after day.”
Cheng's mother's eyelids moved and then slowly opened.
”There's one thing you don't know.” ”I've been taking antidepressants for two years. If I don't take them, I won't be able to fall asleep. I've been immersed in pessimism all night, and I can't help crying. I've even climbed the rooftop many times. I've thought for countless times that if I die, I might be able to die.”