Chapter 1535 (1/2)
I saw the appearance of yilanyou in longzhai. Cheng xuning was about to explode, but she couldn't say anything. Why is yilanyou!
On the way back, Cheng's aura was extremely dark.
Zhuang Ya kept turning her head to the window to pretend to see the scenery.
Cheng's anger in Zhuang Ya's eyes is Cheng's inability to change the status quo, which is the reason why Cheng hopes yilanyou will disappear in the world.
Because Cheng xuning can't fight yilanyou.
When Zhuangya realized this, she had a measure in her heart.
She remembers very clearly that after she arrived in Kyoto, her poor self at Cheng's house was like a stranger, suffering from other people's running and white eyes all day long.
At that time, she was not willing to live, angry and angry, and then in exchange for the contempt and indifference of the Cheng family.
After a long period of time, she was lost, lost in a world that was different from her.
She is more and more unlike herself. She is ignorant all day. She doesn't want to be bullied or looked down on, but she even looks down on herself.
Negative energy will be added.
In such a mood full of negative energy, she even suspected that she was suffering from depression, but she knew clearly that she did not have depression, because her mind flashed countless impulses to die, which were suppressed by her fear of death.
She cherishes life more than she yearns for the release of death.
Death is impossible.
It's too tired to live.
It's just when they're tearing her apart, when she's on the verge of despair, when she's almost certain that she'll soon become depressed.
She met yilanyou and zhangya at the Chi's party.
She looked at Zhang Ya, who was full of energy. Then she saw that people were not like human beings and ghosts.
Zhuangya had a moment's thought in her heart. If she and zhangya changed their identities, it would be better if Zhuangya was a child of ten thousand families.
If all her pain is borne by Zhang Ya How good should it be?
Later, ilanyou spoke a lot to her. She heard one sentence clearly and remembered it clearly.
Learn to cling to power before you can't be absolute. ]After
she did this perfectly at Cheng's home.
In the morning and evening, she goes to the master mother of Cheng's house to say hello. Every day, she changes her ways to learn how to cook soup, how to learn massage, and how to be the most filial offspring beside the master mother of Cheng's house.
The change of Cheng's mother's attitude towards her made the whole family dare not bully her.
Zhuangya also tasted the sweetness of dependence on power.
If Zhuangya knew the benefits of not being bullied and living a stable life in this sweet spot.
So today, when I saw yilanyou shining in front of all the people, she had a new yearning.
It's time to rethink what she wants.
Zhuang Ya thought a lot, and she kept thinking about it on the way home.
By the time she calms down, she has arrived at Cheng's house.