Chapter 837 (1/2)

Zhang Ya suddenly smiled: ”it's stupid for me to say that. I found out the root of things later. Before, I always thought that as long as I performed well, I would not be sent away. As long as I worked hard to let principal Yan know that I was a genius, and that I had something to use, I would not be thrown back to the orphanage as garbage. But at that time, I knew that it was because I worked hard, so I In order to be hostile, so I deliberately test very bad. ”

“……” Wan Xinghao looks at Zhang Ya. What is the feeling that a child is forced to bow to life and grow up?

”After the report card was taken back, Yan Lecheng and Yan Leshi both laughed. They were very happy to show the report card to Yan principal. They all made progress. Yan principal was very happy. I keep all my scores on the pass line. I thought it was ok, but I was wrong again. President Yan was shocked by the sudden step back. He spent more time on me. Although I resisted all the time, it was useless at all. ”

”Later...” Zhang Ya's eyes were extremely bleak: ”my adoptive mother decided to send me back to the orphanage, because my presence made Yan Lecheng and Yan Leshi unhappy.”

“……” Wan Xinghao holds Zhang Ya's hand tightly.

”Because it is said that the children adopted by Yan family are much better than the two children of Yan Family combined I don't remember when my adoptive mother began to beat me secretly. She was angry with me because of a mess and would accidentally] pour boiling water on me. Foster mother She says I'm rubbish, she says I'm a Hatoyama nest. ” Zhang Ya took a deep breath and said, ”I think what she said is very right, because my presence makes them unhappy, then I will disappear. So, I escaped. I didn't want to go back to the orphanage, so I escaped. ”

Zhang Ya carefully recalled: ”I remember it was a winter, especially cold. When I saw the orphanage coming to pick up my car, I escaped. When I escaped from the back door without changing my shoes, I escaped wearing a pair of plush slippers.”

”I don't want to go back, even if it's frozen to death!” Zhang Ya bit his teeth and said incoherently, ”I was too small at that time, and running for a long time was just someone else's accelerator. I thought I had escaped far away, but I was still taken back. The person who came to me was principal Yan. ”

”I knelt there and kowtowed. I begged him not to send me back to the orphanage. I could go. I could roll away as long as I didn't send me back to the orphanage.”

”Later, I fainted and was taken back. When I regained consciousness, I heard my adoptive father and mother quarreling in front of my hospital bed. They quarreled loudly. It was the first time I heard them quarreling, and it was the last time...” Zhang Ya hung her head and said, ”that day, the doctor found that in addition to my large area of frostbite, I also found scalding and needle wounds, which were all new injuries. I couldn't hide the fact that my adoptive mother abused me before. Yan school slapped her adoptive mother in the face. She ran out crying and was killed by an overloaded truck. The police said that the road was too slippery and the brake failed.”

”I don't know what it was like when people were killed by trucks, but Yan Lecheng and Yan Leshi who chased them out of the hospital saw the picture of their adoptive mother bleeding all over the place after being killed by a car. I think on the white snow, the blood must be very red.”

”After that, Yan Lecheng and Yan Leshi hated me.” Zhang Ya's hands covered his face: ”is it my fault? Yeah I don't know either. I just don't want to go back to the orphanage, but indirectly killed my adoptive mother. So I can't bear any more beating and scolding. I even thought that I would just be killed by them. ”

Wan Xinghao stretches out his arms to hold Zhang Ya tightly in his arms. He wants to say words of comfort to her. He wants to tell her that it's not her fault, and that no one would want such a thing to happen. It can't blame her, but he can't say a word.

For the first time in his life, he hated the person who poisoned him so much. Now he can't say a word. He can't even say a word. He can only hold her tightly.

There is no other way.

Zhang Ya buried her head in Wan Xinghao's arms. After so many years, she told the story to others for the first time, and she told others the past she never wanted to mention.

Tears ran down her cheeks. Zhang Ya didn't know what she could do. Her appearance destroyed Yan's family. She knew that everyone in Yan's family was unhappy and no one was happy.

Yan Lecheng and Yan Leshi hate Zhang Ya for his slap in the face and Zhang Ya for his appearance.

The whole Yan family is suffering from hate.

Die, just die.

When Yan Lecheng was going to strangle her, she even looked forward to it, so she died.

It's very good. Just die like this. Everyone can be free when she dies. How nice.

Suicide, she doesn't have the courage, but she can be killed.

Again and again, she was waiting, but Yan Lecheng never really strangled her. The pain of suffocation tortured her again and again, but she could not die.