Chapter 1293 (2/2)
”Sina...” the voice and face of Ariana looked a little painful. ”What did leice say?”
”If I don't have blood stripping surgery within a month, I won't be able to peel it anymore.” The silver haired girl, one of the leaders of the younger generation of the void Empire and the fourth generation of senior leaders who have been appointed the next xiadi fortress commander, Shina Vost, looks unprecedentedly weak at the moment, ”and I will be completely demonized in six months at the latest The blood of the cold Spider Queen of the crypt is affected by higher blood and can no longer be inhibited by drugs or other means. She has completely changed my blood. Maybe if I have children in the future, I can get rid of this spider demonization in a few generations. ”
”Then why don't you peel it off?” Ariana asked in a deep voice.
”If I peel off, then I will return to a normal person.” Shina whispered, ”but then I can't command and control the spiders. The safety of the underground research institute cannot be guaranteed. And I... Will even become an ordinary person without strength. ”
”Is it worth it?” Ariana's voice was a little uncomfortable.
Although in front of outsiders, they have been portrayed as political enemies who are in a balanced situation and opposite to each other, in fact, their personal relationship has always been very good. After all, they both had the same master: Sean, and when Orianna first came to the void duchy, it was always Shina who received her. Later, when they performed their first task, they supported, encouraged and cooperated with each other. Their feelings have far exceeded those of ordinary people, even more close than their own sisters.
Because of this, when Ariana learned that Shina was likely to degenerate into a spider, her heart felt a pain for no reason, which was stronger than Shina herself.
Because Ariana knows that the crypt cold spider, since this spider is called a crypt, it is obviously a creature that can't see light.
This can be seen from Shina's more and more snow-white hair and more and more white skin.
Once the spider is demonized, Shina will never come out of the ground again.
Perhaps only at night can she leave the ground and come to the ground.
”Nothing is worth it or not.” Shina chuckled, but the smile was particularly distressing in Orianna's eyes, ”my father can sacrifice his life for the void Empire, and how can I ruin his reputation as his daughter?”
”This damn reputation!” Ariana cursed.
But Shina just shook her head slightly: ”it has nothing to do with reputation. I just look forward to my father very much, and I have always been eager to be a hero like him Speaking of, I'm not afraid of your jokes. In fact, I was very timid before. I didn't dare to do anything. When I first came here, at that time, it was just a very shabby small territory. Then my father often went out to war. I was always the only one in the family. At that time, uncle Neil, Lord Sean and Uncle William accompanied me in turn. ”
”Since then, I have set a goal for myself. I must become a person like my father and be needed by everyone.”
Listening to Shina talking about her past memories, oliana doesn't know why, but she feels heartache.
”Then... That's what you know. Because of an accident, I gained such power. At that time, I was very happy. Because I think I can finally become a person needed by everyone. Then, I began to study hard and grow hard, and finally dared to go to the battlefield for the first time. At that time, I think back now, I feel very exciting. ”
”You've done enough.” Oliana whispered.
”Uncle Sean hasn't come back yet.” Shina shook her head slightly. ”I can often see that sister Cecilia always stands on the path of the abyss and stares down. She often stands all day. If I give up now, then no one will protect the basement and the path of the abyss, which will aggravate everyone's pressure and work. I don't want to. ”
”Then you have to sacrifice yourself?” Ariana's voice was already a little angry, ”you dare not say, I'll tell Miss Cecilia!”
”No!” Shina hurried to hold oliana. ”Sister Cecilia knows about it She told me to strip my blood immediately and ordered leice to prepare. I should have had an operation today, but I... Sneaked out. ”
”You...” Ariana was angry. ”Is there no other way?”
”Let me tell you a story.” Shina sighed softly. ”This is the story I saw in a book the other day.”
”Oh?” Ariana raised her eyebrows. ”What story?”
”The story is about a pair of lovers who are separated from each other. Then the boy went to join the army, leaving only the girl at home. He said he would come back and marry her in two years. ” Shina smiled and said in a soft voice, ”but when the boy went to join the army, another boy appeared. He thought the girl had no lover, so he pursued the girl. However, when the girl said she already had a lover and the lover went to join the army, the second boy said he didn't mind waiting. Maybe the boy didn't come back two years later. ”
”It's really hard to say about joining the army and fighting.” Oliana nodded.
”But ah, the boy who joined the army just went to the reserve recruits training.” Shina sighed and continued, ”but anyway, the second boy broke into the girl's life regardless of the girl's opposition. I will greet her and accompany her every day. Anyway, I will do a lot of things... ”
”The boy is so mean.” Ariana disdained and said, ”I didn't pay attention to the girl's wishes...”
Shina shrugged her shoulders and continued, ”then ah, the girl unknowingly fell in love with the boy. So at this time, the girl panicked. She felt that she had done something sorry for her lover, so she began to desperately refuse the kindness of the second boy, and even dared not see him again, because the heavy sense of guilt almost made the girl breathless, and she felt very ashamed of her weak will. ”
”But the second boy still didn't give up. He still pursued the girl, continued to intervene in the girl's life arrogantly and rudely, and even said he didn't mind waiting. But the girl did not agree to continue such a relationship, because she thought it was a sin. ”
”And then? What happened then? ”
”Later...” Shina lengthened the ending, ”I don't know. The second half of the book was burned, and I don't know the end. ”
”Ah, I'm so angry.” Ariana snorted heavily, ”so what are you trying to express?”
”You see, there is no best of both worlds in this world. We are just making choices when we live.” Shina smiled. ”I think the girl's last choice must be to return to her lover. Then the boy chose to wait and accompany from the beginning. ”
”You mean...”
”I've chosen it from the beginning.” Shina said softly, ”I won't peel off this blood, even if it will demonize my spider, but this is also my choice I don't regret it. ”