Chapter 37 (1/2)
Ji Qingying wants to refute.
She is not a child, but she can't control the most real reaction of her body.
She knew that she was a sensitive person, but she didn't cry a lot.
A lot of things, over the road, slowly, also so in the past.
But it's just the surface.
Deep in my heart, it seems that there is always a piece of land for Kan.
Once someone touches it, her emotions will rebound sharply, leaving nothing to hide.
Ji Qingying is obsessed with sugar and zoo.
Under normal circumstances, it rarely shows. But drunk several times, melt snow and Chen Xinyu also asked her why.
She didn't say.
When I was very young, Ji Qingying's family was happy.
Although the parents are busy, they love each other a lot. She lived with her grandmother since childhood, and her parents will return to the town to accompany her on weekends.
Then there was an accident.
My father died.
She lost a man who loved her unconditionally.
But fortunately, grandmother and mother's love a lot, let Ji Qingying quickly from the haze to the sun.
In less than a year, it all changed.
Mother's weekly company became half a month, a month, or even longer.
The sugar she promised to bring to Ji Qingying will no longer be remembered.
She promised to take her to the zoo on her birthday and pushed it again and again.
When Ji Qingying went to school, she looked forward to Friday every day.
I hope my mother will go home, I hope she will bring me sugar, I hope she will take me to the zoo.
The class has been there many times. They say giraffes, they talk about the elephants in the zoo, they say the animals that look pathetic and lovely when they're locked up.
Every time I listen to my classmates.
Jiqing film is very eager.
When I was a child, I would not hide my emotions. All my thoughts were naked and naked in front of us.
She would tell them, and her mother agreed. Take her on the weekend.
That's a lot to say.
Not only did she begin to feel lost, but even her classmates told her that Ji Qingying would not take you to the zoo.
Ji Qingying, your mother doesn't love you at all.
Ji Qingying, you do not have a father, even mother do not want you.
Over time.
These words are printed in my heart.
But even so, she would expect that one day she would take herself.
But in the end.
Still not.
A school day.
Ji Qingying came home from school and unexpectedly saw her back.
She was so elated that she ran over with her schoolbag in her arms.
Tell her she missed her.
Half an hour later.
Ji Qingying learned from her grandmother that she was going abroad. She wants to pursue her dream. She doesn't want to let Ji Qingying become her own burden.
She's young, she doesn't want to be tied here, she needs a bigger stage.
She's gone.
Ji Qingying became a child without parents.
She no longer counted the days, looked forward to the weekend, no longer stood under the eaves and looked at the figure that would appear at the corner at the end of the street.
I don't want to talk to my classmates any more.
My mother will definitely take me to the zoo this weekend.
None of this will happen again.
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the triggered emotions can't be hidden.
And because of Fu Yan to this sentence, is to let Ji Qingying at the brink of collapse.
Her tears fell uncontrollably. Like a broken pearl.
Caught off guard.
Fu Yanzhi is a bit at a loss.
He didn't expect Ji Qingying to cry.
Even if she just had red eyes.
He didn't expect it.
His fingers still stay in the corner of her eyes, her skin is tender, a little pressure on the red.
He hung his eyes, staring at her crying appearance, there is a kind of unspeakable pain.
A special emotion is spreading.
When Ji Qingying cries, there is no sound.
Only can not control the sobbing sound, but the more so, the more let Fu Yanzhi a little uncontrollable.
His throat itched.
Words to the mouth and pressed back, did not dare to say a word, just reached out and rubbed her head, pressed people in the arms.
”No more crying.”
He rubbed the back of her head helplessly, and his voice was low: ”cry again, I won't bring you next time.”
”No way.”
Ji Qingying clenched the corner of his clothes, buried his head in his arms, wet his clothes with tears.
”Next time Come again. ”
She sobbed intermittently.
Fu Yan to helpless, can only continue to embrace her.
He didn't coax people.
You don't deal with people who cry.
Children are OK, a little coax on the line. Although Ji Qingying is also a child who has not grown up, Fu Yanzhi can't do it casually.
The breath on the man's body is approaching, the season clear shadow layer upon layer surrounds.
That sense of security, let her stay.
As if all the regrets, as well as the accumulated disappointment, were gradually swept away by him.
After a while.
Ji Qingying has controlled her mood.
The tears did not fall again, but she did not lift her head from his arms. Fu Yanzhi didn't urge him, so he indulged in letting her lean on her.”Fu Yanzhi.”
”Well?”
Fu Yanzhi answered softly: ”what's the matter?”
Ji Qingying pursed her lips and felt embarrassed.
How old are they.
She even cried.
And still crying in front of Fu Yan!
”No more crying?”
Aware of her silence, Fu Yanzhi asked.
”Well.” Ji Qingying buried her head, revealing her slender white neck, biting her lips, she said, ”I've spent my makeup.”
Fu Yanzhi:
He wanted to laugh a little.
But considering the face of Ji Qingying, I tried to hold back.
Fu Yan bent his lower lip: ”and then.”
”I want to go back to the car and get some makeup.”
Fu Yanzhi just wanted to say ”good.” Ji Qingying said in a hurry: ”you are not allowed to see it.”
He was helpless.
”Plain face is also very beautiful.”
”That's not the same.”
Ji Qingying blinked and said, ”when you make up, you look like a ghost. I'm afraid you have a nightmare tonight.”
“……”
”What am I going to do?”
Ji Qingying thought for a while, and the conductor said, ”close your eyes, give me the car key, and I'll get on.”
In order to prevent Fu Yan from opening his eyes, he stressed emphatically: ”if I open my eyes, I can open my eyes.”
Fu Yanzhi, who was in charge of the meeting, was basically left to her.
He chuckled and connived, ”OK.”
With that, he really closed his eyes.
He slowly lifted his head from his heart.
When she lifted her eyes, her tearful eyes reflected the face of a man.
He has an English profile, a high bridge of the nose, and thin lips. And the closed eyes.
His eyelashes are long, and when he closes, he leaves a small fan shadow under his eyes.
Well, it looks good.
”Still watching?”
Fu Yan did not open his eyes, and his voice contained a smile.
Ji Qingying startled, half covered his face: ”you are not closed eyes?”
”Well.”
Ji Qingying choked and retorted, ”then how do you know I'm looking at you.” Fu Yan responded with a calm tone: ”the stars are too bright to ignore when you close your eyes.”
Ji Qingying is stunned. She understood the meaning of Fu Yan's words. Her eyes warmed again and her lips moved.
”How do you know the stars are in front of you.”
Fu Yan closed his eyes and beamed, ”why not?”
He said: ”if it's not a star, how can I be reluctant to ignore it.”
Ji Qingying bit her lips and her heart beat faster.
Her nose was sour because of his words and his care.
Fu Yanzhi doesn't know what happened to her, but he can probably guess.
So he told her that way.
She's a star.
It won't be forgotten, it won't be left behind.
She's a shining star that everyone will love.
The night sky.
It's in everyone's heart.
Ji Qingying is moving, Fu Yanzhi's eyelids suddenly moved, but did not open his eyes.
He frowned slightly and asked, ”how long do you want me to close my eyes?”
Ji Qingying suddenly returns to his mind and expresses helplessness to the atmosphere of his destruction.
”At once.”
With that, she turned to the car without further delay.
After getting on the bus, Ji Qingying called out: ”Fu Yan Zhi, you can open your eyes.”
Fu Yanzhi opened his eyes slowly.
After a pause, he turned his eyes to the car not far away.
He couldn't see the man inside, but he knew what the man was doing.
Thinking about it, he burst into a smile.
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