Chapter 697 (1/2)
Yi Jiangyuan sighed: ”why didn't she tell me? Why? If she had told me, I would not have done this to you. I would have been very good to your mother and daughter. ”
”Because my life experience is more complex, I can't tell anyone. She promised my biological mother not to tell anyone.” Yi Ruyan doesn't know why Wen Xueer didn't tell Yi Jiangyuan, but she still wants to speak for Wen Xueer.
”She's really stupid. She's like this. No matter what happens, she's very persistent. Even I don't say it. If others don't say it, she won't say it.” Yi Jiangyuan sighed.
”Do you blame her?” Yi Ruyan continued to look at Yi Jiangyuan and asked, ”let me tell you, I hope you can let go, I want you to know that my mother should not have betrayed you. I hope you can be happy. ”
At an old age, Yi Ruyan didn't want him to have such a thing in his heart to take him to the coffin.
”I don't blame her, I don't blame her, I misunderstood her, and I shouldn't, I shouldn't have doubts about her, i... when I asked her, she just didn't want to say, and then we quarreled over this matter, I actually wanted to know why she did it, because I believed her, I thought she didn't mean it, maybe she had a grievance, I want her to tell me what difficulties she has, and I will forgive her. Even if she is in trouble and makes a mistake, I don't blame her. I just want her to tell me. As a result, she just doesn't want to say. This is what I care most. I think I'm nothing in her heart. She doesn't care about me and doesn't love me, I'm willing to marry me just because of you. I want to give you a home. When I think about it, I'm particularly angry. I help other men raise children. She's not willing to tell me what's going on. I think it's hard for anyone. Finally, the most common way for us to get along is silence. I don't want to. I don't like this life, I'd rather she quarreled with me. As a result, she didn't even bother to quarrel with me. She said that if a person had no feelings for another person, he really didn't want to quarrel. At that time, she seemed to have such an attitude towards me, so I went out to find a woman. I just wanted to annoy her, annoy her and hope she could quarrel with me, I hope I can feel that she actually cares about me a little in her heart, but she doesn't. Even if I find a woman, she doesn't respond, and she doesn't quarrel with me. Finally, I take the woman home, and she doesn't quarrel with me, hehe... At that time, my heart was completely dead. When I take the woman home, she said she would divorce me and fulfill me, My heart was broken at that time. Of course, I'm sure I won't divorce. I'll never divorce. You'll gradually understand what's going on in our family's life. ” Yi Jiangyuan sighed and said.
Yi Ruyan can feel his difficulty and helplessness.
In the past, Yi Ruyan especially hated Yi Jiangyuan, but now she doesn't hate, really doesn't hate, not at all.
Yi Ruyan knows that, calculated, Yi Jiangyuan is also a victim.
Yes, he is a victim. He loves Wen Xueer very much. Otherwise, Yi Jiangyuan could not have done so many things, and doing those things is to let Wen Xueer see him.
”Do you still love your mother?” Yi Ruyan looked at Yi Jiangyuan, who was much older, and looked at his tired face and his haggard face. She was a little distressed.
”Love, always love. In fact, when your mother said something had happened, I didn't believe she had an accident. I always felt that she should leave me to do so. ” Yi Jiangyuan knew everything, but he didn't say anything: ”so I tortured you and hoped that she could show up because she loved you, but she didn't show up. She was really cruel.”
”Do you blame my mother?” After Yi Ruyan listened, his eyes were red and his voice choked.
”No wonder.” Yi Jiangyuan sighed: ”originally, I hated her, why did I hate her so much, but now I don't hate her.”
”Is it because you know my mother's difficulties that you don't blame her?” Yi Ruyan continued to look at Yi Jiangyuan and asked.
Yi Jiangyuan sighed and shook his head: ”no, slowly, I figured it out. I don't blame her.”