Chapter 118 - Dongxues Heart (2) (2/2)
'Long'er has changed all of that, so now I have no real reason to return to Wuya, especially if it meant I had to abandon my children just for Wuya, that just does not sit right with me… especially since he clearly showed my worth in his heart...' Dongxue thought with a frown on her face.
Yun Long understood his wording was a little off and asked her another question ”Mother, since you no longer wish to ȧssociate with Yue Wuya, does that mean that you are accepting Hongyi? Or am I just confused over here?”
Dongxue just replied quietly ”How can I say this Long'er... the Dongxue within me would have love for Xia Hongyi, yet the Yue Wugou within me holds resentment to him for taking advantage of my weakened state to sully me and tie me forever to him... So you can say the current me is a balance of those two personalities, and so I can only say I will live with him for the sake of our family, maintaining a friendly relation, this is something I have already discussed with him my dear...”
Yun Long felt that he was stupid not to realise this faster, of course with two personalities one's character will be affected, whether one personality wins over the other, they merge to form a new one or the person ends up insane from the conflicting thoughts like an angel and devil arguing on your shoulders.
”Mother, in a mortal world there are a lot of people who abandon their children, in fact it is a common occurrence…” Yun Long started talking about his experience in his English childhood where many of his friends were lacking a parent or both, usually the father though…
”In that world there were many who had harmonious relationships just because of their children, if you want to hear my opinion about the path you choose, over these next few years I want you think over the relationship you wish to have with your new family, after all you know that Uncle Xia would accept whatever decision you make, even if his heart wishes for you to something else” he said whilst looking at the figure of Yue Wuya.
'I have to admit, Yue Wuya is truly a great man… although in my mortal perspective a cultivator's mindset regarding a woman who lost his vɨrġɨnɨtƴ is a little odd, which makes it even greater for a respected Moon God Divine Emperor to still be able to accept this woman after what had happened to her…'
'Truly a great man… although I will not trust him fully in the future, out of respect for his sacrifice in the future I will allow some of the happiness you so truly wanted, Yue Wuya'
Yun Long thought whilst staring into the open eyes of Yue Wuya who was looking towards the space where Vimana: Ark was currently hovering.
Yue Wuya felt an odd feeling from the direction he was looking towards, thinking it was just a misconception he just carried on meditating in the moonlight…
”Long'er, what do you think mother should do?” Dongxue interrupted Yun Long's internal monologue.
”Mother, who holds the highest position in your heart if you had to say? Excluding your children and of course me…” Yun Long decided to tease her to ease her ability to respond honestly.
”If we were to take my feelings at face value... I would still say the person who I 'Love' the most is Wuya, my dear… after all you should be most aware of this” she replied remembering a little what he said when he prevented her leaving nearly a decade ago.
Of course Yun Long was most aware of this… after all in the original timeline, Yue Wugou had committed suicide right after Yue Wuya die.
Even if she was about to die because of her illness, she did not even bother going back to Hongyi and Yuanba one last time… currently he will give her the benefit of the doubt since the current Dongxue was completely different to the Yue Wugou that was recorded…