Chapter 659 (1/2)
Kang Luoyao did not expect that Kang's mother would say such a thing.
I didn't think that was what she thought in her heart.
I can't help feeling mixed, complicated and moved.
Her father died early, and she was brought up by her mother all these years.
She was protected and loved. Even in such a difficult and dangerous situation, she was not hurt at all.
Therefore, she is grateful to her mother, but behind this layer of gratitude, she always has a feeling that she has kidnapped her mother's life.
After all, if it was not for the drag of her own, my mother would not have been forced to marry he si.
Later, her mother had many opportunities to leave he si. Even if she ran to a place that no one knew and let he si not find herself, she didn't have to endure such a hard life.
But because of her, she is still a child, need to go to school, need a stable life.
So the mother chose to endure, silently swallow the pain of life, and tears together, let no one know.
Can others not know, can she not know?
She clearly understood that at least half of all this was because of herself.
Therefore, at countless times, she had been painfully looking at her mother's aging face and gray hair on her temples. She didn't know how many of those old wrinkles and white hair were formed by herself.
If she can, she really hopes that her mother can also have her own interests, hobbies, life, and people she really want to accompany her whole life.
So, at the moment, I heard my mother say something like this.
She was shocked and moved. She felt that her dream had come true.
Kang Luoyao reached out and took her mother's hand. There was a lump in her throat.
”Mom, are you serious? If you go back to the south, do you really have a life of your own? ”
She's still worried.
After all, Kangmu has been in Kyoto for one or two years. If she goes back, she will be alone again. Can she really get used to it?
Kang's mother gave a gentle smile, raised her hand and gently wiped the tear marks from the corners of her eyes.
She said in a soft voice, ”of course, fool. Since I have brought up this matter, I must have done it carefully. You don't have to worry about me.”
”It's you. Now that you've grown up, you can't make a child's temper just like before. Xiaoyi loves you. That's your blessing. You can't be spoiled because of this. Do you know?”
Kang Luoyao curled her lips and muttered in a low voice, ”I'm not willful.”
Seeing this, Kang Mu laughed and said nothing.
Feng Yi also wanted to stay for a while and said, ”if you feel that the weather in the north is not comfortable, you can go to live in the south in winter and come back in summer, so that there is no delay on both sides. Now the traffic is well developed and there is no inconvenience.”
Hearing the speech, Kang Luoyao quickly nodded, ”yes, yes, Ma. You can see that it's spring now, and it will warm up soon. It's not necessary for you to go back to the south again.”
Kang's mother looked at them with more gentle and loving eyes.
She patted Kang Luoyao's hand and said with a smile, ”silly girl, no matter how good this side is, it's not my hometown after all.”
As soon as this word came out, both of them were stunned.
Kang Luoyao remembered that her mother's ancestral home was from the south.
A long time ago, my father passed through the South because of the war and met his mother who was not married at that time. They fell in love at first sight and got together.
After their marriage, their mother came to settle in Kyoto with their father. Later, their father resigned. Their first consideration was to go to the south.