Chapter 479 (1/2)

Jingning looked at the lights in the distance, thinking a little trance.

Lu Jingshen noticed something wrong with her and asked, ”what's the matter? What are you thinking? ”

Jingning regained consciousness and shook his head with a smile.

”It's nothing. It's just that Zhuge Liufeng has been looking for me several times. It's just that I want to admit my identity as a descendant of Zhuge family, but I've repeatedly refused.

Even today, he moved out the jade and his father's legacy, which I would not accept. It's just that I don't want to have a relationship with Zhuge's family. Is it a little too heartless for me to do so? ”

Lu Jingshen looked at her in surprise.

Jingning smiles, ”do you think it's surprising that I think so?”

Lu Jingshen did not hide, and nodded honestly.

”You hated them before, so It was quite unexpected. ”

Jingning sighed.

She reached out and gently stroked her abdomen, and her lips curved in a soft curve.

”In fact, I was also surprised. When this idea just came out of my mind, I thought whether I was possessed by the Virgin Mary. Why do I think so?

As a father, he killed my own mother. As a husband, he did not protect his wife. As a man, he did not do his due responsibilities.

I did blame him before, and I didn't want to admit that my own father would be such a person.

But with my own children, some ideas slowly changed.

It seems that I don't want to worry about who was right and who was wrong. I feel tired and unnecessary.

If all the people are dead, how can the rest of them care about it? They will not know. It's just to make the living more miserable. Why? ”

The night breeze, blowing through the ends of her hair, will her hair on the temples of a few strands of broken hair, beautiful face in the night appears to have a few rare trace of blankness and weakness.

Lu Jingshen felt a tight heart, filled with faint pain.

He reached for her hand and took her into his arms.

Jingning had to stop and look up at him.

Lu Jing looks at her deeply, and her eyes are full of heartache.

”If I had known that this would make you think so much, I should have protected you from being discovered by them.”

Jingning laughed, ”what's this

But the man is serious, ”although you say tough and resolute, I can see that your heart is still shaken, isn't it? You've thought about going back to Zhuge's house, haven't you? ”

Jingning pressed her lips and was silent for a moment.

For a moment, nod gently.

”Lu Jingshen, do you know the feeling of loneliness?”

Lu Jingshen felt a pain in his heart, as if he had been seized by a huge hand.

He nodded. ”I know.”

”It's like a floating duckweed. It doesn't have a place to go and can't find the direction when it comes. Before, I always thought that Jing Xiaode was my father and my mother was my mother. Although I hated Jing Xiaode, I thought it was very simple.

Later I know that they are not. Although my mother is very kind to me, I love her very much, but sometimes people are so strange.

You just can't help thinking, what are your biological parents like? What is their character? What do they look like? What have you experienced?

What other relatives do you have? What do they do? How are they doing? Do you know you exist? ”

”That's naive, isn't it? But I don't know why, suddenly I think so. It seems that many things are in a fog, if I do not take the initiative to approach, will never see clearly.