42 Chapter 42: The Dreams (1/2)
”You guys kept on looking at each other...you know him?”
I can hear a hint of jealousy in voice as I pick up trash leftover from the party.
”Why? Does it bother you?”
I tie up the garbage bag and walk outside, Ricky follows behind me like a puppy.
”I mean, I just think I should know about your past a little more...for your sake!”
”Oh really? Please explain to me how telling you about him would benefit me.”
He pokes my sides,
”Please, just tell me.”
”Stop!”
'How the hell does he know i'm ticklish on my sides?!'
”Tell me!”
”Ricky please!”
”Will you tell me?”
”Yes, yes, okay! Now stop!”
He stops ticking me and puts his hand on my back. Instinctively, I arch my it and look him in his face.
'We're engaged to be married, and you still make me feel so nervous...I love it.'
”So, you ready to talk?”
His voice is deep and raspy, god it's so sexy.
”Y-yes.”
”Good girl.”
”It's a long story...are you sure you wanna hear it while standing like this?”
His lips curl up into a wicked smirk,
”Why? Does it make you...”
He pull me closer, forcing himself in between my legs,
”Want more?”
I can feel my knees go weak as he undresses me with his gaze,
”I guess you're right.”
He lets me go and we head back inside.
”I'll clean up later,”
He sits down on the couch and pats his lap,
”Come tell daddy all about it.”
I roll my eyes.
'Did this bitch really just call himself daddy?'
I make my way over and prepare myself to tell this story. One I had hoped to never speak of again.
”That man is not who he says he is. That man...made me what I am today. He made me into a weapon...”
He stares at me with a blank expression. His skin has gone pale and his eyes are filled with horror,
”W-what do you mean Kaz? Who was that?”
I let out an exasperated sigh,
”Just listen. Back at the house...she hired him, to train all of us but he had an interest in me. It was after I had got promoted to 'Zero' and made this long ass speech in front of that bitch and all her guest that I was sick and tired of fighting her...that I would no longer refuse her...”
I can't finish my sentence.
”That you'd let her mold you into...you?”
”In a way. We met after I stormed out. He was harsh but it worth it to me. I've always been good with my hands but with the right training I became a monster.”
”Kaz, you're not a-”
”But that's not the worst part Ricky...”
He looks puzzled,
”The worst part is that I liked it. I liked knowing that i'd become a beast, a prisoner to her sick ways. I liked the feeling of triumph and the feel of my blade taking a persons life, hell, I might've even loved it!”
”God Kaz. Don't say shit like that...it's not right.”
”But can't you see it Ricky? Can't you see what's been so obvious this whole time?!”