27 Chapter 27: Home Sweet Hell (1/2)
His lips, his tongue, his touch, his scent, his everything.
My first time with Ricky was in a sense, magical.
The things he did to me, the things he made me feel, and dear lord, the things he said.
My body tingles with pleasure just thinking about it.
”Goddamn woman, that was well worth the wait.”
He grabs me on my arm and pulls me close.
”Likewise.”
I cuddle up next to him and look at his chest. I've seen his tattoos before but never this close. I run my finger along his warm chest, tracing the large tribal tattoo that covers half of his body.
”Why'd you get em'?
He plays in my hair,
”They're a reminder of what I did. Of how I came to be head of all this.”
”So, they're like trophies?”
”In a way,”
I roll over on top of him,
”Why? Do you want one?”
”No.”
”Oh? Why not?”
I think for a moment,
”Because I don't feel accomplished, like you.”
”What makes you say that? You're honestly the scariest person I know.”
I give him a sad smile,
”I have to go back Ricky.”
He sits up,
”Go back? To that shitty place?! You were trapped there your entire life and you want to go back?!”
I rub his arm in an attempt to calm him.
”I won't stay, I just have to let the others know what happened.”
”But why? Why risk going back?”
”Because they deserve to know the truth! We may not have been blood but we treated each other like we were...”
My eyes start to burn and my hand is trembling,
”They were my only family.”
My voice is shaky and my eyes overflow with tears.
”Shit, i'm sorry Kaz.”
He cups my face with his large hand,
”When should we leave then?”
He wipes my tears with his knuckle,
”As soon as I get back.”
***
My heart is pounding in my chest. I feel as if it's going to leap out of my chest.
'It's just a doorbell. Just a few people.'
”Kaz, don't force yourself-”
”I'm not. I'll be fine.”
I press the doorbell and wait for someone to answer.
The door slowly creaks open and One peeps her head out,
”Negative? Is that really you?!”
She steps completely out from behind the door.
”What are you doing here?!”
She excitedly hugs me. I hesitate at first but I hug her back.
”And who's this?”
She smirks.
”This is Ricky,”
He shakes her hand.
”Pleasure to meet you.”
”Hm, likewise,”
She turns her attention back to me,
”Well, you wanna tell me why you're here?”
”It's about mother, er, the lady in white.”
The joy she once had from seeing me had left her face. Her eyes are cold and expressionless.
She pulls me into the house and slams the door.
”Listen up pretty boy, I need to talk with her in private, so make yourself useful and leave!”
She yells though the door.
”Uh, Kaz, are you good?!”
”I'm fine, just wait in the car, i'll be finished here soon!”
***
”Our old room huh?”
She nods,
”Well we are back together again. Tea?”
”No thank you.”
”You know what Negative, I think I can guess why you're here.”
She sips her tea.
”Oh, can you now?”
”I can try; you came here to inform the others and I that mother had been killed and that she only took us in to cover up the fact that she was head of some kinda illegal drug kingdom. Sound about right?”
”H-how'd you know exactly what I was gonna say?”
She gets up and walks behind me,