Chapter 675 (2/2)
Hearing this, Jin Beiqing breathed heavily.
Sure enough, is it still because of the drug test?
”Xia Jin, don't cry. I'm willing to try medicine, so you really don't have to blame yourself.”
“……”
Xia Jin took out her hand, and then put her arm around Jin Beiqing's neck, saying nothing.
What she felt guilty was not just Jin Beiqing's drug test.
At the same time, I decided to leave him.
Jin Beiqing can't say that to her.
Jin Beiqing put his hand on the back of Xia Jin's head and stroked it gently.
”Xia Jin, didn't I say last night that I would give you a surprise today? I'll take you to see it now, so don't cry, will you
”Jin Beiqing, I feel very sad.”
”Xia Jin.” Jin Beiqing frowned slightly and said in a quiet tone, ”tell me what you are worried about, OK?”
“……”
Xia Jin hugged Jin Beiqing's neck more tightly, and her lips opened and closed immediately.After waiting for a long time, Xia Jin didn't speak. Jin Beiqing's face appeared a touch of loss.
”Xia Jin, am I not worthy of your trust?”
”No
Her choice to leave Jin Beiqing is not to distrust him.
Instead, she couldn't watch Jin Beiqing make fun of her life.
”Why don't you tell me?”
”Jin Beiqing, I can't let go of your drug test.”
“……”
Jin Bei Qing pressed his lips and did not speak for a long time.
He knew that it was no use persuading Xia Jin about his own drug test.
Self blame and guilt, once generated in the heart, is difficult to eliminate.
”Xia Jin, sometimes, you love to worry about this, really let me very helpless.”
“……”
”So, at the beginning, I would let Maureen try to hide this thing. I was afraid that you would think blindly after you know it.”
Now Xia Jin knew about it, and as he expected, he began to think blindly.
”You are joking about your own life when you try medicine. How can I not think blindly?”
With that, Xia Jin let go of Jin Beiqing's neck, sat up straight and looked at Jin Beiqing.
”I'm sorry.”
”Don't apologize to me!”
Excited to say a word, Xia Jin pushed Jin Beiqing out of bed.
Why apologize to her.
If you want to apologize, she should apologize, too?
Xia Jin raised her hands to cover her face and began to cry.
All kinds of complicated feelings mixed together, let her really too painful.
Seeing Xia Jin's appearance, Jin Beiqing's face flashed a trace of heartache.
”Xia Jin, don't look like this. I'm...”
”Sorry.” Xia Jin interrupted Jin Beiqing's words and said with trembling voice, ”I really shouldn't be like this.”
Jin Qingbei paid so much for her.
”All right.” Jin Beiqing stood up and hugged Xia Jin. ”Cry out the sadness in my heart. I will always be with you.”
“……”
Buried her face in Jin Beiqing's neck, Xia Jin slowly closed her eyes.
After that, they held each other quietly, and only Xia Jin's cry was left in the room.
Very sad cry.
”Kowtow, kowtow...”
Knock on the door, Jin Beiqing looked down at Xia Jin.
”Xia Jin, do you feel better?”
After crying for such a long time, Xia Jin's eyes were red and her voice was hoarse.
”Well.” Xia Jin sniffed, ”I'm sorry.”