Chapter 1017 (1/2)

”Yu Shen, stop talking.” Xia Jin closed her eyes tightly, ”I don't want to listen any more.”

Although she lost her memory, as a mother, even if she lost her memory, her love for her child would not disappear.

So when she saw Jin An, she didn't feel strange at all, and her heart was full of love for him.

It can be said that anyone who tries to hurt Jin an now is killing her.

After listening to Jin Yushen's stories, she was completely afraid that Jin Beiqing would hurt Jin an again.

”Xia Jin, I'm sorry.” Jin Yu deeply holds Xia Jin's hand, with apology on his face, ”I'm too useless to protect you and our children.”

”It's not your fault.”

If the wicked are too evil, how can they not be good enough?

”I lost because I couldn't be as ruthless as he was, or we wouldn't be in this foreign country now.”

Jin Yushen's voice was hoarse, and his whole body was wrapped in sadness.

”Yu Shen, you really don't have to blame yourself. I won't blame you.”

”You won't blame me, but I can't forgive myself.”

”...” Xia Jin's lips moved, and her desire for words stopped.

She is also in a complicated mood now, so she doesn't know how to persuade Jin Yushen.

”Xia Jin, after you fell asleep yesterday, he insisted on breaking in to see you. I had a big fight with him, and he just gave up. But when he wakes up later, he must come to see you.”

After listening to Jin Yushen's words, Xia Jin is stiff.

Looking at her face full of confusion, Jin Yushen quickly appeased, ”although I can't stop him, you can.”

”Can I?” Xia Jin looks at him incredulously.

Is he kidding?

How can a cruel person be stopped by himself?

”Xia Jin, he has a good feeling for you in his heart. As long as you lock the door and don't see him, he won't break in.”

“……”

Xia Jin's lips trembled two times, and her eyes fell to meditate.

She always felt that there was something wrong with her, but she couldn't figure out what was wrong with her.

”Xia Jin, you have to remember that his love for you is not really like, but a very distorted emotion.”

”...” Xia Jin frowned slightly, and a trace of irritability flashed across her face.

She's in a mess now, both in her head and in her heart.

The more Jin Yushen said, the more confused she was in her mind and heart, so it was hard to avoid feeling irritable.

”Xia Jin, I won't say any more.”

Looking at her irritability, Jin Yushen stopped in time.

”That's too much information for me.”

”Sorry.” Jin Yu bowed his head. ”It's good for you to forget these bad things. If you can, I don't want to tell you these things, but if I don't tell you, you are likely to be hurt again.”

”I understand you.”

”I really...” Jin Yu bowed his head and kissed the back of Xia Jin's hand. ”I don't want to hurt you any more.”

Xia Jin's fingertips trembled slightly, and an uneasiness flashed across her face.

She couldn't get used to Jin Yushen's touch, so during this period, she tried to avoid physical contact with Jin Yushen.

Sometimes when she saw Jin Yushen's face full of loss, she felt very guilty and wanted to try to contact him.

It's just... Every time before she meets Jin Yushen, she can't resist it in her heart, and the final result is nothing.

Isn't she and Jin Yushen husband and wife? Normally speaking, even if he is amnesia, shouldn't he be used to his touch? Then why do you resist so much in your heart?