Chapter 2260 (1/2)

Zhou Shengbei Qian said slowly, ”your depression tendency at that time was very serious. You had a suicidal tendency, but your inner goodness saved you. When you meet Ouyang mu, the God of rose death, you can even think of making use of your own death to make Ouyang Mu be captured. You still want to make your death valuable... ”

”That's what moved me the most. I've never seen a girl like you. ”

”You say he saved you, rather than you save yourself.”

Zhou Shengbei Qian's attitude is very serious, ”no one knows more about the suffering of depression patients than we do. They are not friends, they don't want to live, but No. Many of them especially want to be happy and face life like normal people, but they can't. A small negative emotion may bring them down, and may cause them to collapse. ”

Zhou Shengbei Qian sighed, ”if someone can really listen to the voice of other people's heart, at least nine of the ten depression are calling for help.”

”There is no way for normal people to understand that there is no pathological change in the body organs. It seems that they are healthy people. Why do they want to commit suicide? Why can't we overcome that negative emotion? They're not sick at all, are they here to torture? Why are you so pretentious? Why does it break down so easily? ”

”Wait, wait.”

Zhou Shengbei Qian sighed, ”it's hard for normal people to understand depression. Similarly, it's hard to admit that you have depression in some people who are particularly eager to live, such as you. ”

Yunhua did not speak.

”The only things that can save depression are drugs and yourself.”

”When you can defeat the little monster in your soul, you are saved.”

Zhou Shengbei Qian looked at her, ”it's you who beat the little monster in your heart. It's you who pull yourself out of the abyss a little bit. You want to live too much. He is not your life-saving straw, he is just your spiritual sustenance. Even if it is not him, you will find other spiritual sustenance, and you will struggle to get ashore... ”

”In your mind, you beautify him to an incredible level. You put all your emotions and life on him. Your eyes can only see the good side of him. Even if you find something bad, your brain will subconsciously ignore those things. It's like hypnosis

”You have always been in a state of self hypnosis. When you wake up from this state of self hypnosis one day, you will know that the things you once thought you didn't care about, or the things you thought you couldn't see, actually you remember very clearly. You just ignored them temporarily, and you didn't forget them, You don't care. ”

”The moment I woke up, it was really cruel.”

”Cruel, cruel to the extreme.”

”But painting, I will accompany you, I will always accompany you, just like in the years in M country, I will always accompany you, as long as you need me, I will always be there, I will always be there!”

Cloud painting did not speak for a long time.

She seemed to be in her own mood again.

After a long time, she slowly looked up and looked at Zhou Shengbei Qian. The mist in her eyes became clearer and clearer.

”Thank you.”

”Don't be so polite to me.” Zhou Shengbei Qian breathed a sigh of relief, ”what do you want to eat in the evening? I'll make it for you.”

”Order takeout.” Cloud painting said in a low voice.

Zhou Shengbei Qian also did not insist, ”what do you want to eat?”

”Whatever you want.” ”Sorry, I want to have a rest...”

”Good.” Zhou Sheng Beiqian smiles, ”Doudou and lance are probably coming back soon. I'll wait for them downstairs first. You can sleep for a while.”

After Zhou Shengbei Qian went out of his study, Yunhua returned to his master bedroom.

Lying on the wide double bed, she hugged the quilt and buried her face in it until she couldn't breathe.

She may, really never see him.

But