Chapter 1760 (1/2)
Cloud painting looks at Bo Si Qing.
Her eyes are full of tangles and pains
”Painting, I think, we are already the most trusted people in each other. If life can be delivered, what else can't I know? ” Bo Si Qing holding her face, forehead against her forehead, eyes straight at her, said word by word.
The tears of cloud painting suddenly fell down.
”I Nothing. I just It's just
How can she say what she has suffered?
The man in front of her is her most trusted person and her favorite person, but the more love, the more timid. If he knew she was so stupid, she
She could say anything, even the secret of rebirth, but she couldn't tell him her miserable past.
She couldn't say.
”Well, well, I won't ask.” Looking at her like this, he first felt distressed and directly hugged her, ”OK, I'm not good, I shouldn't force you. Well, if you don't want to say it, it doesn't matter. What matters is now. OK, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid... ”
He held her tightly in his arms and gently patted her on the back to comfort her.
Cloud painting gradually calmed down.
She gently sat up from his arms and looked at him, ”ah Qing, it's not that I don't want to tell you, but that for me, it's really a terrible memory. I I... ”
”I know, needless to say.” Bo Si Qing quickly stopped her, ”tell me first, did you feel anything at that time?”
Yun Hua shook his head with a bitter smile.
She knew he was shifting the subject, trying to connect her fainting state with her fading perception.
”I don't feel anything.” Cloud painting whispered, ”I fainted because I saw the blue sea of flowers...”
”See the sea of blue flowers?” Bo Si Qing frowned, ”you have not seen it before.”
”Yes.” Yun Hua looked at him, ”there was another time, you should know, in the Institute of mental health of S City, that time Brother Ci and sister Mo should have told you. ”
”Yes.” Bo Si Qing looked at her, ”I'm worried.”
Yunhua nodded softly, ”I know. This time the situation is similar to that time. I see the blue sea of flowers Oh no, it should be said that when I see the blue flower sea in the mental hospital, I will Will think of those who can not look back on the past. That's me The most powerless and scariest place... ”
”Ah Qing, do you know what I fear most?” She looked at him and said.
”What?”
”What I fear most is not death, but whether it will disappear after death or return to the place where I came from. If it's the dust, it's probably the best destination, and if it's going back to where I came from... ” Cloud painting full of melancholy, a long breath, for a long time to gently say the last word, ”then I will, life is not like death.”