Chapter 1661 (1/2)

What does the disappearance of ”intuition”, or ”talent,” mean?

Cloud painting is lost in thought.

When this ”talent” came for the first time, and became more and more clear, she was resistant to the whole person. She hated those dark things and the violence she felt from the depths of human nature.

She herself is not the one who can emit sunshine. Only she knows how heavy the darkness and violence in her heart are.

When this ”talent” is intertwined with the darkness in her heart, she will always resist uncontrollably, and will try to pick herself out, so that she will not be affected by the images in her mind.

But it is impossible not to be affected. Her mood will still be depressed. The impact of those cases on her heart is enormous.

In fact, this is the psychological interference. People with inner sunshine can always resist the erosion of more darkness and become more powerful, while those who are not warm enough are more likely to be affected by negative emotions.

Cloud painting thinks of itself again.

Since her rebirth, her mood has changed greatly.

From the beginning of anger, to slowly calm down, she made a lot of efforts, just when she thought she was calm down, it turned out that she could not be so magnanimous, and she could not laugh off the humiliations of her previous life.

Especially when she fell into self denial, she happened to meet Ouyang mu, the God of rose death. At that time, she was even willing to die in Ouyang Mu's hands!

She can solemnly say that she chose to be killed by Ouyang mu in order to provide evidence for the police to arrest Ouyang mu, but in fact, she knew that she did not really want to live at that time, she really wanted to die

Later in the hospital, Bo Siqing found Zhou Shengbei Qian to chat with her and told her a lot.

Yun Hua didn't ask, but she knew clearly that Zhou shengbeiqian had come to give her a psychological assessment. As for the results of the psychological assessment, Bo Siqing didn't tell her, but what she knew was depression.

Although she was very happy, positive and energetic, these appearances did not prove her mental health.

As a matter of fact, her psychological depression has always exerted great pressure on her. The more she resists, the more happy she laughs and the more active she lives The more frequent the fear and turbulence in her heart, the more difficult it is to suppress.

When did her heart begin to settle down?

After thinking about it, cloud painting couldn't give an exact time.

It seems that

It seems that she began to like Bo Si Qing. At that time, she began to struggle in her heart.

Then, Bo Si Qing suddenly ignored her, and even started a blind date. She could hardly suppress her restless heart.

Later, when she heard from Zhou Shengbei Qian that Bo Siqing deliberately alienated her because he was worried about his own problems. After all, the age difference between them was 5 years, and she was still young at that time

At that moment, she was ecstatic, the original like is not her wishful thinking.

Her physical age is small, but she is reborn. Her psychological age is older than Bo Siqing!

Later, she was really with bosky, and they talked about Platonic love

From what time, her heart gradually fell to the ground. It was like an airplane hovering in the air, unable to find direction and running out of fuel, finally found a landing site and landed safely

He brought her endless sense of security, taking care of her fragile and sensitive heart.

Her uneasiness began to dissipate.

The haze in her heart was also disappearing.

The sun finally broke through the barrier and fell into her heart.