Chapter 386 (1/2)

”Do you remember?” Seeing Sheng Jiaoyang's face, Lin Yan asked softly with a stagnant expression.

”No.”

When Sheng Jiaoyang saw that his face was relaxed, his heart sank slightly, ”but I really want to find those memories back.”

”Jiaojiao...”

”I would have asked you to help me find my memory, but,” Sheng jiaoyangdun said, ”I can't believe you any more. I'm afraid I'll forget who I am then.”

Lin Yan is silent.

As soon as he left the airport that day, he thought of such consequences.

”Brother Lin Yan, even if I've been taking the initiative before, you should know my character. Once I decide to give up something, there must be no turning back. You think I can be with you as long as I lose the memory of changing my mind in the past two years. Then you are wrong. Even though I still remember that I like you in my memory, my heart has lost the feeling that I used to like you. ”

Lin Yan frowned, of course, he felt it. Last time he was on the balcony, he wanted to kiss her but she avoided him, so he knew. But sometimes, even if you guess the result, you will still be unwilling to fight for it.

”You shouldn't have come. You made a choice at the airport that day.” Sheng said quietly.

”You said you would wait for me.” Lin Yan's lips moved.

Sheng Jiaoyang suddenly smiled, ”I'm just saying that so that you can concentrate on your own affairs.”

”Brother Lin Yan, we are all adults. Don't be emotional anymore. We have too many things to do. Why should we die emotionally. Since we have missed the best time, let it go. In the future -- ”

” shall we just be friends? ” Sheng Jiaoyang looks at Lin Yan seriously.

”This is the second time you've said this,” Lin Yandang said

”No matter how many more times, I still reply like this.”

Lin Yan didn't say anything more, just looked at her with a kind of injured eyes.

Sheng Jiaoyang sighed, ”think about it, don't worry about being a friend, as long as the other party has a good life, you will be happy. Lin Yange, I sincerely hope you can have a good home, but this person will definitely not be me. ”

”How do you know you...”

”Women are hypocritical, and I'm no exception. Even because I have nothing to lose, I'm more hypocritical about feelings. Since you can't give me your whole heart, I won't give my own feelings any more.”

”You just have to wait for me for another two years, and I promise I'll give you what you want with all my heart.” Lin Yan insisted.

Sheng Jiaoyang shook his head gently. ”Don't deceive yourself any more. The balance in your heart has never been inclined to feelings.”

”You said you should be wholehearted. Can Shen Zhining treat you wholeheartedly? He's not busy with his business all day. ”

”I don't mean to be around me all the time, but I have to put myself in the most important position in my heart to give me enough security.”

For a moment, both were silent.

Finally, Lin Yan closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He opened his eyes to see her. The look in his eyes was so complicated that he was a little bit careful and sour. He showed a bitter smile and said, ”OK, we'll be friends.”

What can he do now?

It's true that he can't treat his feelings wholeheartedly at this stage. His wild hopes haven't started a prairie fire, and there are many things waiting for him to do.

A relaxed smile appeared on Sheng Jiaoyang's face. She looked at the man who had begun to show mature temperament. The lonely figure playing the piano in her memory flashed across her mind. Her heart was a little dry, but more relaxed.

When you were young, you let it go and treasure it later.

”Goodbye then, brother Lin Yan.” Said Sheng Jiaoyang.