Chapter 216 (1/2)
”Chen Xi, where are you going?” The man who was overturned on the bed looked at the man walking towards the door in surprise.
She stopped, turned around and looked at the man with a complex look.
”Ouyang, I'm sorry, I can't convince myself. Your life and the life I'm looking forward to don't intersect at all. I can't find any sense of expectation. Most importantly... ”
She paused. ”I lost the one who loves you. I don't love you anymore.”
”Then find it back!” Cried the man, a little out of control.
”The world is not static. Nothing will stop and wait for us. Ouyang, let's break up. Take care of yourself from now on.”
”Farewell!” With that she left without looking back.
The door closed with a noise.
”Card! This one's gone. ”
It's two o'clock in the morning.
”The rooms have been booked. Everyone has an early rest.” When he got the content he was satisfied with, cen Jin looked very happy and spoke in a good voice.
”Charming.” Lin Yan stopped Sheng Jiaoyang.
Sheng Jiaoyang looked at him and said, ”what can I do tomorrow? It's not early now. Take a rest early. Lin Yange has worked hard these days.”
Hearing her polite words, Lin Yan looked dark, but he was used to her gentleness, so he had to follow her words and say, ”well, then you should go to bed earlier, good night.”
”Good night.”
Today, I am really tired. After washing, Sheng Jiaoyang fell asleep with his pillow. I didn't think about anything. I had no dream all night.
When we got together for breakfast the next morning, cen Jin kindly said, ”take a day off, go to bed if you want to go to bed, go to play if you want to, and do whatever you like.”
After breakfast, Sheng Jiaoyang was held by Lin Yan.
”Go with me, Jiao Jiao.” Said Lin Yan.
Sheng Jiaoyang originally wanted to go home, but seeing his serious appearance, she could not bear to refuse, so she should come down.
The hotel is a garden style hotel, with a garden, flowers and trees, small bridges and streams, rockeries and octagonal pavilions at the back, which is a standard Chinese garden.
They walked side by side on the gravel road paved with pebbles.
”Scorching sun...”
”You'd better call me Jiaojiao later.”
Lin Yan turned to look at her. ”Didn't you tell him your identity?”
Sheng Jiaoyang hears who Lin Yan's ”he” refers to. ”No, I only talked to two people. One is meiniu, the other is my grandfather. You don't count what you see. ”
”You? A lot of people? ”
”Not many, few.”
”So he didn't recognize you?”
Seeing that Lin Yan brings the topic back to Shen Zhining, Sheng Jiaoyang takes a silent look at him.
Seeing something from her reaction, Lin Yan moved his lips and asked, ”Why are you with him?”
Why? Sheng Jiaoyang himself did not know, muddleheaded and Shen Zhining became boyfriend and girlfriend.
”He didn't recognize you, had a bad attitude towards you, and didn't respect your ideas. Are you sure you will be happy with him?”
”At least most of the time, it's very happy to be with him.”
Lin Yan stops.
He stopped suddenly, and Sheng Jiaoyang had to follow him.
”Jiao Jiao,” he looked at her deeply, ”aren't you happy with me?”
The sun is silent.
When she is young, she may feel that it is the happiest and happiest to be with her beloved. But when she has her beloved, she finds that things are not as easy and happy as she imagined, because when you put your heart on someone else, you will worry about gain and loss, be glad because he is close, and be sad because he is distant.
To be honest, I'm not happy with Lin Yan in the past two years, because there are always others occupying the closest position around him, and his attitude is too ambiguous, just like Ouyang in the movie, otherwise she would not have been as far away from Chen Xi in the movie and become herself.
Lin Yan's eyes flashed a touch of pain. All she saw before were confident and smiling. Unexpectedly, she was not happy.
”I'm sorry.”
Sheng Jiaoyang said, ”you don't need to apologize. It used to be my wishful thinking.” Unhappy is also self seeking. She added in her heart.
”No, it's my fault.” Lin Yan reached out and held her hand. ”Jiaojiao, I will follow you, like you and love you later. You do what you like. ”
Sheng Jiaoyang wants to pull out his hand. He doesn't hold her very hard, but he just can't break her free.
She smiled bitterly. ”Brother Lin, I don't know if you've heard a word. It's hard to cover the water. The water splashed out will never return to the past. ”
As Chen Xi said in the movie when she finally chose to leave, ”the world is not static, nothing will stop and wait for us in the same place”. Otherwise, why there are so many people who have warned the younger generation to cherish what they have now, because once lost, it means that they will always lose.Lin Yan takes her hand to recycle and leans her body towards him. Then he reaches out his other hand to hold her and says, ”since it's hard to recover, you can scoop up a glass of water again, throw away the bad things and buy new ones.”
”But feelings?”
”There's a word for reunion. It's about feelings.”
Sheng Jiaoyang didn't know how to reply, because he blocked all her words back.
Lin Yan holds her tightly. ”Jiao Jiao, give me a chance.” There was a cry in his voice.
The expression on her face changed. For a while, she reached out and pushed Lin Yan away firmly.
”I'm sorry, brother Lin Yan.” She turned and left.
Lin Yan raised his hand and put it down in silence. His face was all deep, and he no longer looked gentle and handsome in front of her.