Chapter 199 (1/2)
What should I do in the scorching sun?
Sheng Jiaoyang didn't know what to do. She never knew that when she finally knew the reason why Lin Yan didn't respond to her feelings, she would be so entangled.
”I don't know...” She replied in a daze.
Lin Yan reached out and held her hand. She could not stand back, but asked, ”do you love that person?”
His ”that man” naturally refers to Shen Zhining.
Sheng Jiaoyang is stunned. Does she love Shen Zhining? This question is more difficult to answer than ”does she still like Lin Yan?”. Her feelings for Shen Zhining are very complicated. She is afraid of him in her heart, but she believes in him very much. She doesn't feel uncomfortable to be close to him. Even when her grandfather talks about their future marriage, she doesn't accept her resistance at all. But when it comes to love
She looked at Lin Yan. Although she had a little red heart when she was with Shen Zhining, she couldn't find the feeling of admiring Lin Yan any more. She thought he would be happy, she would be happy to see him, her heart would speed up as soon as he got close to him, and he would be cold and sentimental again.
”You don't love him.” Lin Yan said in a very positive tone.
The sun is silent.
Lin Yan's mouth was slightly raised, and soon his smile stopped, saying, ”in the hot sun, you should follow your heart, and don't make do with it. You have a new life now, and you should be more comfortable with it. ”
Sheng Jiaoyang understood his meaning, but she hesitated at the thought of breaking up with Shen Zhining. Although she hasn't reached the point of love for Shen Zhining, there should be some, and last time she said that the reaction of breaking up Shen Zhining left a certain psychological shadow, afraid that the guy would do more things.
Of course, the most important thing is that she has no impulse to fight for Lin Yan.
”Brother Lin Yan,” Sheng Jiaoyang looked at him and said earnestly, ”everything I do now is agreeable, including my association with Shen Zhining.”
Lin Yan looks shocked. ”You...”
Sheng Jiaoyang slowly took his hand back from his warm palm and sighed: ”it's easy to like it. When I was sick, he sent me to the hospital, when I saw him at the first sight after I woke up, when he put on his coat for me Maybe a lot of people just like it. I admit, I can't call my love for him, but I will love him one day
Lin Yan looks down at his hand, and the emptiness in his palm is like the emptiness in his heart.
”Are you really willing to let go of our feelings for six years?” His brows were filled with melancholy again.
”Reluctant.”
He raised his eyes to the bright sun in surprise, but saw the calm of her face. The light in his eyes gradually dimmed. Looking at her expression, he knew what she would say next.
Sure enough, she said, ”but what can I do if I'm tired and don't want to chase him behind.”
”Then I'll chase you this time.”
”No, what you can't do, your responsibility and mission make it impossible.”
”How do you know I can't do it before it starts?”
Sheng Jiaoyang sighed and asked him, ”will you give up fighting for the family inheritance?”
This time, Lin Yan is silent. This is not something he can give up if he wants to give up. He has set foot on this road and has no room to turn back.
”Thank you for Lin Yange's birthday present today. It's late. I'll go home first.” Sheng Jiaoyang stood up quietly.
”I'll see you off.” Lin Yan also got up.
”No, my driver is waiting downstairs. Brother Lin Yan, have a good rest. Good night! ”
Sheng Jiaoyang didn't let Lin Yan send her. She walked with determination.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Lin Yan closed his eyes and slowly clenched his hands on his side.
I can only hear the sound from the TV.
It was the voice of the sun.
”When I'm by your side, you don't value me. You ignore me for what you call important things. Now I'm tired. I don't want to go around you. You're glued up. Do you think you're cheap? ”
You say you are not cheap!
Lin Yan Huoran opens his eyes. On the TV screen, the girl with short black hair looks at him straight. No, it should be the direction of the camera. But at this moment, he feels that the sun is watching him.
Soon the picture on TV turned around, and a boy's face appeared. Only the perseverance of the boy's face was completely unaffected by her words.
”If I can save you, I'm willing to be more humble.” The boy's eyes are bright, tender and persistent.
”Whatever you want! It's your business that you want to be a bitch. Anyway, I don't want to accept a bitch. ” The girl coldly left a word, turned around and walked away.
The boy looked at her back and said firmly, ”that's until you accept it.”
Lin Yan stared at the TV screen, but did not move for a long time.
Sheng Jiaoyang, on the other side, sat in the car. Through the window, she looked at the hotel building with bright lights. At last, she slowly leaned her head against the window, lowered her eyes, and covered her deep thoughts.It's late to get home.
Only Aunt Zhang, who is watching TV, and Xu Ping, who is watching mobile phones, are left in the living room. Obviously, other people have fallen asleep.
”You're back.” When Xu Ping heard the news, he looked up and greeted Sheng Jiaoyang.
”Why haven't you slept?”
”A lot of people ask about your itinerary.” Xu Pingyang raises his mobile phone.
”Just ignore it.”
Xu Ping looks at her helplessly and says, ”some people are not easy to be guilty unless you are not going to mix in this circle.”
”Aunt Zhang, why haven't you gone to sleep?” Sheng Jiaoyang looks at Aunt Zhang, who is concentrating on the TV set.
”I haven't seen the updated TV play today.”