Chapter 144 (1/2)

”You go back and see. Let's go.” Mr. Yang reminded two young people who were in a state of agitation with the box in their hands.

Sheng Xiaoyang blinked and drew back her tears. She turned and looked at the box in Shen Zhining's arms. She was particularly curious about what gift her mother would prepare for Shen Zhining, but she also knew that no matter how curious she was, Shen Zhining would not show her, because her things would not show Shen Zhining, hum!

At the gate of the bank, several soldiers split up and went their separate ways.

Sheng Jiaoyang, of course, followed Grandpa. In the car, she couldn't wait to open the box.

At the top is an envelope, which says ”dear”.

Sheng Jiaoyang picked up the envelope with trembling hands. She turned her head and looked at Grandpa. She took a deep breath and slowly opened the envelope.

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baby:

in my mother's expectation, you must be wearing a beautiful wedding dress to rush to the place where you get married. Unfortunately, my mother can't see this scene.

The most fortunate thing for mom in her life is to give birth to you. When she knew that she was pregnant, I was as happy as a poor man who won the first prize. But then the doctor's words seeped into my body like ice water. He said that my physical condition did not allow me to get pregnant. If I was determined to give birth to a child, I might die in the delivery room. At that time hesitated, hesitated, finally determined to give birth to my baby.

When I see you at the first sight, I think it's worth the pain! My baby, you will see people with round eyes on the first day of your birth. No one can resist your loveliness. Even at the beginning, he complained that I was determined to give birth to your father, your grandfather. When he saw you, he never said anything about me again.

Your eyes are like your father's, black and white, with a sharp energy. You've been smart since you were little. You learn everything quickly.

Baby, I'm sorry that I didn't give you more love. I always think today may be the last day. I have to teach my baby more things. After that, we are all gone, and my baby can take care of himself. So, when other children are playing games with lollipops, my baby is reading words. When other children are laughing and cursing together, my baby is learning how to control his emotions. I'm really sorry, mom pulled you into the adult's thinking world when you were supposed to be innocent.

When Ning Ning came to our house that year, I found that my baby's smile has changed a lot, although the tears have also changed a lot, because Ning Ning always makes you cry. At that time, I realized that my baby has no friends. How abnormal this is for a five year old child, you may not remember, I asked you later, why don't you play with other children, you said that other children are too naive, do not look good. At that time, I couldn't cry or laugh. Then I asked you, Ning Ning didn't even care about you. Why do you want to play with Ning Ning? Guess what you said?

You say, ah! Brother Zhining has a good look!

I don't know if you will be shy when you see what you said!

Ning Ning is a good boy. I believe you will be very happy with him. Of course, I hope you are so eager to be together.

Baby, if you can still avoid pregnancy, I don't want you to follow me, you will be your own happy and like people to live this life, not like me and your father. You don 't have to blame your father. It' s all because of me. I left my diary for you. I remember the causes and consequences very clearly. I hope you can take me as the negative teaching material to learn the way of getting along with husband and wife.

My mother's biggest regret in her life is that she didn't say sorry to your father. If there is an afterlife, I hope he won't meet me again, because I always like to pour my wishful thinking into him. I think he will do so, but I never asked him what he thought.

A lot of things do not bow back, baby, mother hope you can do what I have taught you, do anything to think twice, don't leave regret and regret for yourself.

Finally, I wish my baby a happy life and a long life together with the man who walked into the marriage hall hand in hand with you.

Love your mother

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Sheng Jiaoyang holds the letter to cover his face, his mood can't be calm for a long time.

Mr. Yang didn't say anything comforting. At this time, she could only digest it by herself.

While Sheng Jiaoyang was in a state of deep sorrow, a group of photos of the explosion were circulated on the Internet, and successfully attracted the attention of the public under the promotion of the Navy.

When Sheng Jiaoyang received a phone call from her agent, she was sitting by the old man's side looking at the diary left by her mother.

”Sister Ping, what's the matter?”

”You broke up with that Mr. Shen?” Xu Ping asked directly on the phone.

Sheng Jiaoyang was stunned. He sat upright and asked, ”how do you know?”

”You're hot again.” In a word, Xu Ping reveals the reason.

Sheng Xiaoyang sneered, ”is my business so attractive? It's just a breakup, isn't it normal? ”

”Jiao Jiao, have you offended anyone? From your debut to now, every time you are blasted with black material, you have a pusher behind it. Otherwise, your fame is not enough to support your hot search again and again. ” Xu Ping said solemnly.”Who did you offend?” Sheng Jiaoyang raised his eyebrows. ”I've offended so many people that I can't even count myself.”

“……” Xu Ping.

”In fact, it's just a small thing. You can ask PR to deal with it, lead the topic to a new play, and just do some publicity.”