Chapter 1875 (1/2)

”The poison of the remaining evils of the Qing people on me is very overbearing and strange. Even if I find countless famous doctors and even find medical authority, it can only be alleviated but not cured.

For nearly four years, my temper has become more and more irritable, and my temper has become violent and perverse, and even There is even a strong demand for women. If every few days, no woman let me ease, the Qi and blood in the body will become manic and restless, even to burst blood vessels, burst general uncomfortable.

Even, it is not only the change of temperament, but also the reason intelligence has been out of my control for a long time. In the fourth year of Gu Chong's entry into the body, I seldom had a sober time. Xiuhui took care of me at that time. But later, Xiuhui got pregnant My situation is getting worse.

Later, without my knowledge, Xiuhui thought of Qingzhi, who had a night with me four years ago. Xiuhui doesn't know that Qingzhi was once the woman I loved. She uses means to get Qingzhi to Duan's house, and I In the case of losing my mind, I asked for three months of Qingzhi as an antidote to the pain. ”

Speaking of this, Zhan Yang has been in great pain.

He clenched his teeth, supported his forehead with his hand, and could not conceal his remorse.

Even the blue veins on the forehead were squeezed out.

Ruan Mengmeng only felt a concussion at the moment. She felt sorry for her mother, and she didn't know how to face Zhanyang.

Such a complex experience, such a hard to guess past.

Is it bad for the Qing people to lead the army to wipe out the civilians? Of course not bad. He did it to help ordinary people.

But when he was poisoned by poisonous insects, he did many wrong things cruelly.

Ruan Mengmeng can't help but wonder if his grandfather once said that the wrongs committed by Zhan Yang Yang and Feng Yin were all concentrated in the years when he was under the control of Gu and poison.