Chapter 511 (2/2)
After that, Su wennuan hung up the phone of mingling.
When xiaorou glanced at her, ”your husband and wife are very diligent in talking on the phone.”
Su wennuan replied, ”there's no way. We don't make a phone call for a few days. It's not mingling. It's estimated that both men were hurt in order to drink with Yunxin.”
”What hurt the Ming mausoleum?” Shi xiaorou didn't understand.
”I'm talking about you and Yunxin.”
Shi xiaorou: ”
”Let's have dinner at my house today. Wash your face by the way and go back when your eyes are swollen.” Su wennuan said again.
Shi xiaorou nodded, ”en.” now he must be scolded by Zou Pei pointing to his nose.
Xiaorou knows the content of the complaint. It's just that she doesn't listen to her and has to be with Yunxin.
……
The bar at night is noisy and intoxicated.
Yunxin was not in the mood to listen to those people singing and carnival. He kept pouring wine into his stomach.
Ming Ling drank with him, ”what's the big deal.”
Yunxin shook his head. ”You don't know. I did something special today. Xiaorou is estimated to have finished with me this time.”
”Not all the women who used to be with you have finished playing with you, and I haven't seen you so decadent.” Ming Ling deliberately said this and drank a sip of wine.
Yunxin shook his head, ”xiaorou is different from them.”
”What's the difference?”
”Because I like her, really, the woman I love for the first time. If I miss her, I don't think I'll like anyone again.” the first heart is always the most unforgettable and beautiful.
But if you keep your heart closed, people who don't want to open it, once it's open and forced to close it, it's difficult to open your heart.
”Then try your best to fight with sincerity and real intention.” mingling said the truth to Yunxin and had a drink with him.
Yunxin silently chewed the words of Ming Ling and silently swallowed the wine into his mouth.
After drinking with mingling, Yunxin returns home and calls Shi xiaorou.
As a result, xiaorou refused without thinking about it.
The phone rang out the sound of refusing to answer, and sank down like Yunxin's heart.
He knew that Shi xiaorou wanted to break with him completely this time. He had no chance.
……
After losing Shi xiaorou, Yunxin finally burst into unprecedented loneliness.
For 20 years, he has been smiling, pretending not to do his job, witty and funny.
Others thought he was heartless, but at night, his loneliness and bitterness about life seemed to cut a gap and spread like a torrent.
He's had enough of the feeling of suffocation.
One day he finally found that it was better for a group of people to rot than to destroy one person.
So he found a set of his own life rules, that is, use money to buy happiness, he spends money, others give him happiness, and each holds what he needs. Over the years, he has tried this rule repeatedly.
So it has become a habit.
He thought he was like this in his life. Others thought he was heartless and heartless, so he really lived heartless and heartless.
Until Shi xiaorou appeared, she was like an elf, illuminating the road ahead of him. He finally saw where the future was.
So he put aside all the past and wholeheartedly stayed with her. From then on, there was only one her in his world.
He emptied everyone in his heart and only installed her.
But yesterday, xiaorou told him that he couldn't give her a sense of security and accept his past.
In the end, he gave everything, lost everything, but still lost her.
This is undoubtedly to lift a huge stone and hit him hard in the heart.
Alone in the night, every breath was heavy, and the surrounding air was as thin as a knife. Every breath cut him to pieces.
Yunxin shut himself in the room without turning on the light and smoked fiercely. The smoke swirled around him, silent and misty, just like his dreams over the years, he could see and touch