Chapter 330 - I wish to be with you forever (1/2)

Lyn nodded in understanding, but Kazuya continued. ”I'm sorry, I didn't think you'd ask this suddenly… I thought you uh towards me..”

”?” Lyn looked at him blankly. What is he rambling on about?

”Never mind,” Kazuya mumbled.

”Is it something important?” If it is something important, she doesn't want to listen to it now.

Kazuya shook his head, ”Well, it can wait,” he gave her hand a little squeeze and turned back to the map.

What was he talking about just now? She's very curious. She hates being left in the dark regarding these things. Lyn realized that she couldn't stop thinking about his words, so she did everything she could to get his attention.

After a short while, Kazuya told Rhys that they ought to take a break and pulled her into an alleyway where there was nobody else around. Kazuya pinned her against the wall and traced her lips with this thumbs. This was the first time she had seen him do something like this, and for a spilt moment, her head became blank. Is he going to try something on her? But no sooner had she thought that did Kazuya pull away.

”Lyn, don't do that again.”

”But, uh…”

Kazuya sighed, ”Alright, I'll tell you what was on my mind, okay?”

Lyn nodded and looked at him with expectation in her eyes.

”After that conversation we had. I thought it translated into waiting until you settle things with the other guys.”

A knowing ah passed her lips. ”Other than Allen, there is nothing really to settle with Rhys. It's not like we're in any kind of relationship.”

She does not have to explain anything to him.

”But you know of his feelings for you, correct? Isn't that enough…”

Indeed, normally, it would be enough. However, what her and Kazuya are thinking are two completely different things. What Kazuya wants her to do is properly end things with Rhys. But would that not mean admitting that there is something between them? If she were to do that, then..it would be bad for Rhys too. Rhys will think that he is unique enough to her that she is explaining everything to him. She has to draw a line somewhere; otherwise, she may have told Rhys everything like Kazuya wanted.

Lyn shook her head, ”Don't misunderstand me, Kazuya. I do care for Rhys, and I'll admit he is very important to me. Even now so is Allen. But when I thought it through, the one who is the most important is you and not them.” She thought about it very carefully; the person who holds the largest part in her heart is Kazuya. She reached over and extended her hand out to caress his cheeks, ”Do you doubt me?”

”It's not you, I doubt,” Kazuya mumbled. ”I guess I'm just not used to these things.”