Chapter 232 - Ill be just fine (1/2)
That's right; things aren't the same as they were back then. There are people to protect her now — people whom she can trust and rely on. There are loads of people now.
It won't be like back then.
Lyn shuts her eyes; it won't happen anymore. Although having two additional colors inside her is scary. But she won't lose control anymore.
”Princess Lyn, we must be on our way.”
Lyn turned to Kazuya; he was here to see her off. The banquet would be held in three days, before then as the hosts of the party she would have to arrive at the venue before then. The location was a villa in the mountain region.
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”Mm. See you in three days.”
Lyn was about to leave with Pupillam until a sudden thought came to mind. As she rushed back to Kazuya and intertwining their hands together, ”…What are you doing?”
”Share me some of your solar power.”
”Solar…what?”
”This time, I'm going to participate in my sister annoying scheme I'm fine now I know that,” Lyn murmured. And yet there's something inside her that's still making her feel uneasy. But of course, she didn't say that.
”Is that so? If that's the case then…take me with you.” Huh? ” But I packed nothing. Want me to bring some luggage?”
”I refuse!” She exclaimed. Although having Kazuya beside her would make staying in the mountains a lot easier. It would be warm, and she wouldn't feel the coldness in the weather.
”Huh, but why? Unless you're hiding something from me? Having an affair after all?”
”That's unpleasant. Of course, that's not it! It's obviously cause it's embarrassing!” she exclaimed, only causing a light chuckle to escape his lips. ”I'm leaving now.”
”Princess Lyn!” Pupillam exclaimed.
Lyn rushed over to his side; thankfully, she recovered enough to regain her running strength. ” In three days, wait for me over here like before. I'll text you. If you do that, I'll be just fine,” she said with a bright smile.
That's right; it will be okay now, unlike before she is no longer weak.
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Mountain Region West Year 4014 Mist Kingdom
Envy. It is a feeling of grudging admiration and desire to have something that is possessed by another.
Lyn well aware of such definition.A feeling she could not have. After all, he had everything he could have ever wanted, a Princes, somebody who is drowning in wealth.
People envied her; those who knew of her existence were jealous. She could not envy others. That was how it should be. However, she couldn't help but notice one thing that she couldn't have. She knew that in this world; it was impossible to have everything, yet occasionally she would act like a spoiled child and complain about the things she could not have.
Lyn felt that she genuinely was envious of her siblings, but of course, it was not something that she would willingly admit to anyone even to herself. She was jealous because they had something that she couldn't have, and that is the strength of doing and sacrificing anything for the person that she loves. That was the thing that she never dared to do. Even though she was the one lecturing Kazuya, the one who is the most insecure is her. How pathetic.
”Princess Lyn, you don't have to move your belongings yourself,” the servants seemed very puzzled.