Chapter 182 - Slowly going Crazy (2/2)

”Thank you for helping me, but,” Lyn averted her gaze, ”I'm not yours remember?”

At that comment, Rhys gaze darkened. He looked hurt, but Lyn understood him well by now

Rhys may have feelings for her, but he would not do anything drastic until she consented, until they were truly together. It must be hard for him to like her since it means competing with his best friend. Lyn reached over and gently caressed his cheeks, ”Weren't you going to take me on a walk? Can we still go?”

”Yeah.”

Leo sighed, ”You two, don't just ignore me.”

”Oh sorry,” Lyn apologized.

”What do you want?”

”I'm just surprised that you two aren't asking about the King. The Princess's here status may differ from other royals. But that does not mean she should be treated any less.”

”Don't mind it, I'm used to it,” Lyn explained even when people find out about her existence. Even when she is introduced to others, it ends up the same way. That's why like this it's okay.

”You shouldn't be. Your blood is far nobler than anybody else in your family.”

What is that supposed to mean?

”Anyway, are you hungry? I brought you a meal.”

Rhys eyes twitch in annoyance, ”Quit trying to get on her good side with food.”

”Weren't you doing the same?”

Lyn ignored then, and focused on the food before her. She needed to think, what is her next course of action? Lyn kept quiet the last three days. But she has been keeping an eye out on everything. The Snow Kingdom people are hiding something, and they keep dodging the subject regarding the King. Lyn figured that something was wrong. Maybe the King is sick? That's the only reasonable explanation of why the First Knight is taking charge of everything. But even then Lyn couldn't be sure at all.

' Even if I died, in the next life I'll definitely meet with you again. And if I am reincarnated before you, then I'll wait patiently until you are reincarnated even if it takes centuries/decades. I will find you again. And if we are reincarnated in completely different places, I'll look all over you until I find you. It seems selfish that only I will remember my memories of my past life, but even if you don't recall it. I'll remind you. For our future together I'll remind you. Even if you were to choose someone else, I'll still stay by your side and watch over you. That's why Lyn, live.'

Lyn paused as she recalled those words.

Kazuya's words…she only just remembered them recently. But now she understood it. The reason why even though she seemed so lifeless for so many years, the reason she kept on living. The reason why she stayed alive. Even though he was the one that gave her that reason.

Even though that was the case, for some reason…. 'She forgot?' Lyn thought. Her memories, after the case of two years ago, has been very blurry.

But even then Lyn didn't think she forgot anything significant. It seems like that's wrong. She knows Kazuya; she met him a long time ago. Those were the memories she really wanted.