Chapter 150 - Real Feelings (2/2)

So Kazuya has gotten used to her acting carelessly too, huh? She ought to apologize to him one day for all of this, ”I'm sorry I used your arm as a pillow, I'm fine now,” Lyn tried to squirm away, but Kazuya didn't let her go. While the makeshift pillow was gone now and Kazuya had pulled her into his embrace. Lyn felt that she was still intruding in his privacy too much.

”You don't have to mind it too much Lyn. You're my girlfriend; it's only natural for you to use my body as you wish.”

Lyn blushed at those words. Maybe she's been spending too much time around Rhys since those words seem misleading to her. She frantically shook her head, the moment she thinks about it in that manner she loses.

Still, ”Why don't I remember you? I find it strange.”

”The incidence caused you to lose your memories, so it's only normal.”

That made sense, she did forget a lot of things after what happened two years ago. But, something felt wrong about that explanation. She indeed used a lot of her ability. But how come it suddenly affected her memory? It wasn't the first time. The first time was when her eldest brother trained her; it was during a mock battlefield. Lyn used her abilities, and she ended up using too much.

So it's not as though Lyn didn't understand her powers. She knew full well how dangerous her abilities are. Perhaps after the first incidence, she subconsciously distanced herself even more from other power. For a while, Lyn forgot about her abilities. It's not like she needed to use her magic. Those who targeted her would not last long, anyway.

It wasn't until she met Kazuya, where she had to use her abilities again. Lyn recalled her sister's words and frowned. She wanted to deny that all of these bad things keep happening to her because of Kazuya. But, it's challenging to think that way when things are like this.

Then again, she can look at it from another perspective. It's because she met Kazuya again that she could see the world beyond that enclosed world. The world that isn't the battlefield. After her training with her brother ended, and they returned to the castle. Lyn would end up getting countless nightmares of dead bodies, and the smell let alone seeing blood would make her feel nauseous. It was a psychological affect.

Whenever she saw something related to the battlefield, it would provoke those had memories. If Kazuya didn't come here, then even now she would be getting those nightmares. Those nightmares have vanished, but they have been replaced by something else.

”Say Kazuya, why are you warmer now?” earlier when they held hands, his hands were ice cold.

Kazuya smiled, ”Just a bit of magic; I would have used it earlier. But I don't mind the cold too much.”

”I don't need it either,” she interjected. Lyn didn't want him using his magic on her.

”Silly girl, you're sick,” Kazuya's grip on her tightened, ”I love you so much, Lyn. But you probably ought to leave soon.”

Lyn's eyes widened, horrified, ”I can't leave you here,” the moment she leaves. Who knows what they would do to him? She can't risk it. Kazuya, however, shook his head.

”There's something you need to do, remember?”

”Kazuya…”

”Damn,” Kazuya cursed, ”I really don't like it at all. That stupid Rhys coming up with something like that. I know you won't be in any real danger, but it rubs me the wrong way.”

”Kazuya, I don't want to leave you.”

Kazuya gently brushed his lips against hers again; he gave her a light kiss. ”Trust me; I will be fine. I will rush to your side soon.”