219 confused (2/2)

”Why did you disguise yourself in the appearance of this old man and why did you tell me all this stuff?”

”This old man was always hunting my dreams , and I gave you some of my memories to believe that you and I are the same person, so  he should show up in your life to do you feel confused.”

He said that then he started laughing so hard

He looked at me with empty eyes

As I fell to the ground

Then I heard Shard voice saying

”Finally you showed yourself, little brother”

Why is this happening to me?

I'm starting to remember for the first time things from my previous life

I was just a thief A Rapist

From another world

I wasn't from this world.

I was kidnapped by a guy named hogan four years ago

He wiped my memory and cursed me with some skill

All of this came in my mind scene after scene.

He was torturing me and trying a lot of things on my body.

I'm just some fucking asshole

I'm not the Joker

Damn it

I wasn't the Joker from the beginning. I'm just a little toy in his hand

I was never a hero

I don't deserve to be.

Rami

And Tama

We were all just toys

All this was just a trick

Joker laughs were all over the place

He took out a Big black wings

And appeared out from these wings

Was A little fairy

She's my master Dima

”master, please save me.”

I said it with all my power

She came close to me

She looked like She was about to cry when she saw my in this condition

I felt a little hope

”Who did this to you? Don't worry, I'll save you and I'll cut the hand that came near you”

She said that she put her hand on my head

And a small sword appeared in her hands

But a moment later

I felt a huge pain in my right hands I looked at it to find that it was cut off completely

It was the small sword in her hand that did that

I felt so much pain in my body.

”My hand, me, you cut me…”

I said that, and I felt a lot of pain fear And confusion

I started crying and screaming . ”What's going on?”

” Is that your hand I apologize, it seems like I felt a lot of enthusiasm just now”

She said that, and I dropped her little sword on my other hand.

Please have some mercy.

Why is this happen to me

I screamed again because of the extreme pain.

”I'm sorry, my student, I didn't mean to make you feel like this , OK I'm going to go now because I have to take part in the battle, why don't you rest your head?”

”Please, I don't want to die. I'll be your loyal servant .”

”But you're not handsome enough my disciple”

I looked at the little sword in her hand that turned to my head.

Is this the end?

Am I going to die here with all this pain?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Why haven't I gone yet? Why all that pain?

”I apologize, my disciple, my sword doesn't want to pierce your head completely, I'll take it out and let you go to hell alone”

I don't see anything. I just feel pain.

I heard the Joker voice saying

”dima, stop playing and come here.”

I'm just a toy.

I wasn't anything but a toy in his hand.

Please.

I just want to die.

I just want to…