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I feel like everything around me is fake
I use to Look at the glass half full
But No one told me what to do when the glass breaks
I feel like the whole world is standing against me waiting for my death and applauding for my defeat
Everyone's about to die and I'll be with them
Why do I say all this? I'll tell you why
Because 29 years ago, when the towers appeared and the Joker died, history books started to recorded the bigging of humanity extinction
After Dima taught me some skills
The sun was about to come up
She Looked at the sun with eyes full of tears it was going down her like rain
She said
”my student My mission is now complete , after I taught you everything I know”
I felt at that moment that she was acting, but I still said her
”What will happen to you, Master”
She Looked at me trying to stop herself from smiling
”I'll disappear with sunrise, I'll be lagging like water, I taught you everything so don't be afraid”
”But I only learned four skills from you.”
”I told you once not to speak when your master is talking and not destroy the moment”
”Well, Wellim sorry.”
She looked at the sky saying
”Sky, star, and sea, bear witness, I have delivered everything I know to my student, and today I'm done, wind, take me to a better place”
Then she looked at me and said
”Why are you silent, you have to cry and say don't leave me, master”
I scratched my hair saying
”But you told me to shut up and not talk when you are talking.”
”You're really hopeless”
She said that then she really evaporating
”finally, this crazy pervert fairy died.”
”I heard that from hell and I'll come back to you as a ghost”
When I heard that voice
”I mean, how sad I am about the death of my beautiful teacher”
I said that as I'm looking at the sun that just came out
My chest was completely naked.
My body has a lot of sweat on it because of the training and skills that I learned.
There are some wounds on my stomach that I don't remember getting
Every time I put my hand on it, I feel pain not because of the wounds but in my heart,
I don't know why.
And I don't care.
I went back to my room.
And I went to sleep from fatigue.
To see the same person who waited for me every night in my dreams.
Sitting on the same throne, tied with the same restraints.
He says the same words as the always
”Don't trust anyone don't be friends with anyone. Don't let your heart fall in love with anyone.”
He said that, as blood falling from his eyes instead of tears.
”Tell me who you are.”
He looked at me with his red eyes.
And he Said