181 Rokan (1/2)

I told you once that because the world is dirty I decided to be also dirty

Well I lied to you. Because I found my pleasure in murder and death

Thay Make my heart burn

It has been fun all these years, I've been taking out everything inside of me with killing and torturing people

I didn't even care if I was killed at the end

But to die by the hand of an old lady, as her hands trembled while she kill me. It shouldn't have ended up like this

I killed the most dangerous men in the world, to eventually get killed by that pitch

But damn it I really enjoyed living

I did everything I wanted to do

I was on top of the world and smiling from above, only me, my pride and my ego, I didn't care about anyone else but myself

I don't know why, but I really enjoyed it

As I'm now enjoying killing a demon who saw us and knew we were humans

After he looked at me and realized he was going to die

He asked me to spare him , but what I'm gonna get from leving him alive

I put my hands on his right hand after i held it to the ground and started cutting it off

He was screaming from the pain

I felt like he couldn't breathe from the intensity of the pain

I moved my sword swiftly and put it into his left eye

He wouldn't stop screaming, cursing and crying

Damn why can't you die quietly

So I put my sword in his neck

I killed him without feeling anything

Feelings are just lyies

And there's nothing in this world with that name

Why would I feel something for killing a stranger?

First time had a creepy feeling I'm not gonna lie to you

But after so many times, my heart got used to feeling I even fell in love with it

death and I became pest friends

It loves me and I love it

It loves me because I bring so many people to it

And I love him because it serves my eternal lust for killing

We're now in a place called the Coast of Darkness

I don't know why it was named that, but it's really big place

And it had a strange form, every now and then, we see a little black lake

It has a strange kind of black fish with red eyes

Every now and then it jumps and attacks us

But it gets killed in a moment

This place seems really cursed

Everything was covered in darkness

We can't even see the end of it

When We're on our way

Both Khalid and shard told me they were able to pass the test that thier weapons gave them

I was glad to hear that

But I took advantage of the opportunity and asked shard

”How did your eyes turn like that?”

He looked at me a little and he seemed confused he eventually said

”I don't know. I woke up and found them like this.”

Khalid said then

I thought a little about it

And I felt that there was something else he was hiding from me

But I let it be for now

I'll ask him again when we settle down then sit and talk quietly

We were all dressed like witches and sorcerers we covered all our bodies

Lena's become more sick than ever