121 the little fairy (1/2)

Everything was completely silent as I looked at her and talked to her

Except for my heartbeat. and my high breathing sound. I felt like I was about to die

Or about to kill her

I didn't know why the hell she was doing this

Why is acting like this?

Why is she getting so weird?

I was just as angry as a monster that a weak beggar has taken his Prey.

But when I looked at her eyes that were bright with tears.

She looked like she was about to cry

I felt like I was drunk like I had some hard alcohol in my System.

But is it wine or is it my heart that became so fascinated by her?

Now I believe the saying that the strongest Titans in front of those who he loves becomes full of kindness.

I fell for her and that's it.

Yama is no longer a stranger anymore. She's a person that is close to my heart

But why is she acting like this?

Why, for every step I take to get close to her, the further she walks away from me

Is she trying to tell me she doesn't want me?

But her eyes say otherwise

There's a strange secret her that I don't know?

”Why are you doing this?”

She looked at me and didn't say anything, she stepped forward with a quick step trying to avoid me or avoid my question

”shadow steps.”

I stood in front of her and put my hand on her neck

Her neck was soft and beautiful, but at that moment I was so angry

I wanted to get rid of that pain inside my heart

I looked into her eyes

”I'm gonna end this, I'm gonna kill you and relieve my mind of that question.”

She looked into my eyes with a look that I couldn't understand

Is it a look of pain or a look of regret? I didn't know what that look meant

But surely in her dwelling death and life I wanted to tell her.

What's going on?

Are you afraid of me?

Do You feel like I don't deserve you?

You have to make me understand

I don't understand why you're looking at me like that

I know she has a lot of secrets

”Kill me so I can rest from this torment, kill me so it's over.” She said with fear and confusion

Her tears were falling on my hands.

when I heard her confused and scared words

I took my hand off her neck and put her down

I looked at her sad face and she looked at the ground

I put my hands on her face and wiped her tears lightly

I don't know why I felt like my heart was breaking as I saw these tears

Fuck feelings

Fuck love

she kept moving as she stared at me she looks hacked deeply into my heart.

It's like my heart's fortresses is nothing in front of her

With her red eyes that look like vampires

But before she walks away, I said to her in a loud voice that echoed everywhere

”I'm always here for you, so if you decide to talk, I'll hear you what you have to say”

”But I don't know whether I'm always gonna be here for you or not”

She said it and wiped her tears and went to the building she lived in

I watched her steps until she completely disappeared as she entered her building

I went to another building

The Legendary Creatures Building

When I got inside. there was something different from the last time I was here