104 are you really dead (1/2)

The past is like a ghost that will always come to hant you. It's hard to deal with.

It may be difficult to handle, but if you let it control you, it will kill you without mercy

Your secrets has to be completely buried and destroyed, if that doesn't happen you will never know how you go !? And it will be too late.

I said her name only to have my body start hurting more. Her hand were around my neck, I felt like I was going to suffocate to death.

”master, she is trying to kill you. Summon me.” Dima said with great anxiety and fear that was visible in her voice

”No,” I said, as I feel every bit of my body shivering with pain

”master” Dima said in a puzzled voice

”I don't like repeating myself twice, no one will kill her. I have to bear all my mistakes. I have to bear everything.”

I said it in an angry voice, my heart was burning.

”You are weak and because of your weakness. I am now dead . No matter what you do , you will remain weak.” She said , with a rising voice.

My body was burning with anger, I felt I was about to explode

I know that I deserve what happens to me. I know that I deserve death because I couldn't protect her.

Damn this world Damn this floor Damn it all

But I also know that I do not want to die here not before I take revenge for her

My body was burning with anger and my chest was in pain

She is going to break my neck so I gathered all my strength and pushed her away form me

I'm not going to die now. Not before I break this world

I pulled my sword lightly but I was still in pain, then I put it in her stomach with all my strength , pain was visible on her beautiful eyes.

I had to watch her death last time with my eyes

I wanted to kill her, I don't want anyone to take advantage of her body any more, but my sword suddenly disappeared, Before I realized what was happening,she herself also disappeared

Then In front of me appeared the one person I never expected

Because she is not dead

”mother,” I said, as I was totally in shock.

”I waited for you, why didn't you come? He killed me.” She said so while she looked at me sadly

” are you my mother?” I said so as I approached her

I don't believe what I'm seeing in front of me

'Is this really my mom?'

'Why is she here !?'

'What are you doing here !?'

I assumed that she didn't die

Damn what is happening?!

”He killed me in the worst way possible.” She said, with tears falling from her eyes

”master, it is an illusion.”this was dima voice, but I didn't hear anything at all at this time.

”Mum, is this really you?” my tears started falling

”Why didn't you come and save me? Why did you let me die? Did you not say that you will protect me, that whatever happens you will protect me!”

What !?

” master she will kill you Don't be an idiot Don't let your emotions control you”

I don't know what happened, but I no longer see or hear anything other than my mother standing in front of me.

I just feel the sadness in my heart

Everything else was a mirage. Everything else was just air

There is no truth other than my mom standing in front of me and telling me that I left her to her death.