Chapter 490 (1/2)
No sooner had Mucheng returned to Jingyuan than he received a call from Jiang Xiao.
In other words, they had made up with Jiang Xiao before, but they were not as close as before, or both knew that they could not go back.
However, Jiang Xiao called this time, but it seemed that there was something difficult to do. He wanted to see Mucheng alone.
Mucheng did not refuse, but went out again.
Jiang Xiao met with Mucheng in the box of a private club. It's very secretive.
As soon as Mucheng came in, Jiang Xiao's mood was not very high either. He smiled lightly and said hello.
”Hey, sister-in-law three.”
”What's the matter? You don't look very emotional? ”
Mucheng took off his coat and sat down, took the drink from Jiang Xiao and took a sip.
”Sister-in-law, I'm in a dilemma now. I don't know who to tell. ”
”Because of what?”
Jiang Xiao bit his lips and looked at Mucheng with unusual fragility in his eyes.
Mucheng's heart was clenched. Looking at her like this, she felt very sad.
”Sister in law three, I - I'm afraid Cheng Xu will touch me.”
Mucheng clenched the cup, and his chest was blocked. He didn't know what to say.
”It's not that I'm afraid that he will touch me. Generally, I feel OK. In that respect, I --”
JIANG Xiao obviously can't go on.
Mucheng was stiff and tried to say, ”I - I understand.”
”I don't know what to do? Mingming, my heart is to accept him, really. But not every time. Although Cheng Xu didn't say anything and tolerated me, I didn't want to be like this. We even talked about marriage. If he can't touch me after marriage, I can't marry him at all. I - I'm sorry, sister-in-law
Mucheng finally put down his cup, relaxed his body, sat down slowly, hugged Jiang Xiao, stroked his fingers on his back, comforted him, and treated him as gentle as his dearest child.
”Xiaoxiao, I'm not afraid. I'll be fine. Not afraid. ”
Jiang Xiao hugs Mucheng and starts to cry. Maybe she has been depressed for too long recently. No one really tells her, and she dare not tell her family, for fear that they will worry again. So, she really cried a lot and let out in Mucheng's arms.
In fact, listen to Jiangxiao cry, Mucheng heart pain, really do not need Jiangxiao less.
Her guilt was ticked up again, and because of Jiang Xiao's crying, she was more and more miserable.
For a long time, Jiang Xiao cried. She sobbed slowly, and Mucheng began to talk slowly.
”Xiaoxiao, it's not your fault. Let's take our time. It's OK. ”
Jiang Xiao nodded. ”I called my psychiatrist and told him about me. 'I need a process, it's easy and it's not easy,' he said. Because I need to open my heart to Cheng Xu. He said that since I like Cheng Xu and don't repel his touch, I may not repel Cheng Xu's demands on me in that respect, or I dare not open my heart to him in my subconscious mind. ”
”You -- didn't tell --”
JIANG Xiao shook his head, ”I don't want to tell him. I know it's unfair to him, but I dare not! I'm afraid! ”
”Well, I understand.”
Mucheng patted Jiang Xiao's back again. ”What is Xiaoxiao going to do?”
”I don't know. If it doesn't work, I -- ”Jiang Xiao bites his lips, and finally feels heartless,” we'll break up. ”
”I can't delay him.”
This is Jiang Xiao's final decision.