Chapter 21 - 21. I love you, so dearly..... (1/2)

He hadn't noticed those crumbs but he was not embarrassed because of that, scratch that, she had seen him in times where it was way more embarrassing but now was not the time to go through them!!

He was already on his limits and now out of nowhere she had decided to show him her ignorant sexy look...grrrr..what was with her today? Did she take some wrong medicines?

Her smooth voice brought him back from his internal struggle.

”It's okay, it was for you. Is it good?” she asked tilting her head.

As he looked at those soft plump lips, his throat felt itchy, he didn't hear what she said but she seemed to be asking if they were good and he gulped lightly and in a husky voice replied, ”En”..' they must be really good!'

”I'm glad” she gave him her brightest smile of the day....]

Her smile reminded him of the red China roses he had planted here before these tulips, all it meant was 'I love you, so dearly'.....

They sat there for about 30 minutes and Qin ZiXuan kept peeking at her exposed legs and nibbled on the cake, though it was not that big, he was taking ant(?) bites to lengthen their time together.[Our family's Male lead has been abstinent for a long time, as his mother I feel so conflicted and sad.. check the Author's note..wuwu...]

Qin Meilin, ignorant of the world had again closed her eyes and was enjoying their leisure time together.

She remembered their time when they were kids and used to frolick here like butterflies, they never stopped to rest and were scolded many a time but they didn't have a care of the world.

It was the time she used to laugh a lot,..... yes, she knew.

She knew she had become abnormal after that incident but it was hard on her too, it was also a reason she thought she didn't 'deserve him'.

She didn't want to be like this but she couldn't control it and the one who could do something about this was also him....

She really loved her XuanXuan because no matter what she became he always stayed by her side, without asking for anything in return.

He was really her sun. He always gave her the warmth she needed without expecting anything in return.

Her smile deepened as she opened her eyes, he was already on his last bites.

”If you are done eating, we should go back?”, she asked him.

”En...let's go”

He was done watch- *ahem* eating, so they shouldn't stay outside for a long time, she might catch a cold.

He gulped down the rest of the cake in a big bite, earning a light chuckle from her.

They both got up and walked towards the kitchen door, side by side.

The light breeze gently played with her hairs and some strands fell upon her face.

She slowly tucked them behind her ears, Qin ZiXuan who was beside her was, as always, mesmerized by her.

Something in his heart went wrong and before he knew it he had already embraced her.

He came to himself when he felt her stiffen up, it was not in the script but he didn't want to let her go, not now.

Through their clothes he could feel her heartbeats speeding up, 'she must be shocked.'

He took a deep breath and tightened his grip over her, ”Linlin..”