Chapter 161 - Back To The Cave (1/2)

When Laz woke up in the morning, he was greeted by a sunny day. Blinking his eyes a few times, he sat up, only to notice that Vivi was still passed out on top of him. As such, he carefully slid out from the small bed and went to take a shower.

Although he had gotten used to it, the small shower area in the camper was always a pain to use. It was basically like a little 4 foot square that fit one person. Although Laz wasn't complaining, he had missed those days where he had his own tub that he could lay in full of hot water. It was a bit funny that you only think about those kinds of things when they are no longer there.

As Laz stepped out from the little closet shower, the events from the previous night were stuck in his head. He really had lost himself in the feeling of bloodlust, a bit more than he had thought possible.

'Perhaps she would know...' Laz thought as he hung up the towel. He quickly turned around and walked back into the bed room area naked to ask her what she thought.

”Hey, sleepy head. Rise and shine...” Laz said while poking at Vivi. He couldn't help but smile as he watched her turn over while trying to avoid him. She had been a rather small and tiny pup when he had first met her, but over the almost two years they had been together, she had grown up and was no longer able to be that small. Although she could change her size at will and take on monstrous proportions, she could no longer become the incredibly little size anymore. Even so, her smallest form was still just a hair bigger than a house cat, so it didn't really matter much.

Just as Laz was debating lifting her up and bouncing her on the bed, Vivi woke up enough to pop an eye open. Of course, the first thing she saw was a well muscled, all be it rather pale skinned Laz sitting on the bed next to her naked.

”YELP,”

Before she could control her reaction, she yelpped in surprise and jumped backwards.

*WHAT ARE YOU DOING?* She yelled at him while taking deep breathes.

”I hade a question so I wanted to ask you about it.”

*GO PUT SOME CLOTHES ON FIRST*

”...”

*What?*

”You act like you've never seen me naked before.”

*UGH... Look, how many times do I have to tell you that I'm a girl. Why would I want to see your pasty self flopping around like a fish out of water when I open my eyes?*

Although Laz was a bit confused, he still grabbed some clothes and covered himself up, not noticing that Vivi had gone a bit shy from the whole experience. She was really glad she wasn't a human girl otherwise she would have been bright red all over and her embarrassment would have been impossible to hide.

*Stupid brother...* she mumbled to herself as he had finally covered his few important parts.

At first he was going to ask her why it was that he as a human would cause her, not a human, to be embarrassed by his lack of clothes, but then thought better of it. After all, that would probably just make things a bit more complicated.

”Anyway, so this happened...” As long launched into the story of what had happened the previous night, Vivi listened on, getting more and more annoyed with him. When he finally finished though, she couldn't help but sigh at this big brother of hers and his utter lack of restraint.

*How did you feel, you know, killing people?*

”How did I feel? Well... I guess... that they just needed to die?”

*Yeah. And honestly, I'm glad you didn't take the life of those girls as that would have made things much worse. At least you still have that much restraint.*

”What do you mean?” Laz asked, curious. From the sounds of it, she seemed to understand what had happend.

*Bloodlust, Battle Fervor, call it what you will. It's a state of mind, one that is easy to come by and hard to dissipate. It's basically a type of pleasure you feel while fighting and that final taking of life is like a climax.* Vivi said, although she had stuttered at the end. The explanation was a bit sexual in nature after all, something she was getting more and more self concious about with him.

”So, you're saying I ... orgasimed everytime I killed someone last night?”

*Kinda, yeah*

”But that's just...”

*Are you so sure? Think about it.*

Thinking back, in a way, Vivi was right. Although Laz was a bit reluctant to admit it, it basically felt pleasurable to kill those people.

*You've understood that one can be haunted by killing, so much so that it drives them insane. However, there is also the other side to that too. To be so focused on the pleasure of the kill that you lose yourself in it and can't help but be driven by the desire to kill again. However, I don't actually think that is your problem.*

When Vivi was looking at Laz, she noticed that he seemed to have a hint of fear in his eyes, something that she hadn't seen in him for a while. She was saying things to him this way because she wanted to warn him but it seemed like she needed to actually explain the difference between what she just discribed and what he actually felt.

*There is actually another explanation for you for last night too. Most animals don't kill for fun, they do so to survive and eat. But the one thing to remember is that all animals that do hunt, enjoy the pleasure of a hunt. It is basically like an adrenaline ride from start to finish.*