130 What they los (1/2)
Pangu held each of the 'Fate Threads' in his hands, this threads connected him with his family, no his previous family with whom those threads tied him. As long as this tied it to him no matter how they deny each other he was still there family. As his touched each of the threads his memories since his birth flowed to his head the first time his parents held him on their arms, the first time he met his baby sisters, learning to walk, to speak playing with his sisters as he lived through though those memories a small smile graced his visage as he saw himself grow up with his sisters how he befriended Megara then he fell in love with her he looked at his life passed before his life until the point where they turned theirbacks on him and disregarded him as a trash as there harsh words echoed in his mind. Unlike last time he did not feel sad neither disappointed but an understanding as a small smile came to his lips as he whispered to himself, ” I am grateful to you all who had tried to be my family who had tried to love but it seems I was not the one you all wanted I hope you all forgive me for being the son, brother or lover you all had wanted and I hope you all behappy without the likes of me as such goodbye.”
With that he tore the 'Fate Threads' that connected him with his family thereby disowning them forever, Pangu felt relieved after he did so even after he achieved Moksha he felt as if something was still missing but now after severing the Fate threads not only he felt free but he felt the most calm and fulfilled than he had felt in his entire life.
Then he once again sunk into deep meditation as he had completely detached himself from the outside world.
Meanwhile Nuwa had been trying to find the whereabouts of Pangu yet she was unsuccessful it seemed as if Pangu had managed to block her somehow which seemed to be an inconceivable idea to her after all because at the end of the day Pangu was only a Peak level Chaos Lord compared to her who was Peak level Samsara Dao lord it should have been easy, the only thing she could detect was her son was alive nothing more nothing less.
Maheswara shook her out of her meditation as he spoke, ”My wife what happened to you it would have been easier for you to search for Pangu what is taking so long?”
Nuwa spoke with uncertainty in her voice, ”We do not know we have been trying to find him but something or someone is blocking him.”
Maheswara frowned at that as he spoke, ”That is troubling my love I suggest we combine our power in order to search for our son.”
With that the both sat on meditative position as they held each other's hands as they combined their powers to search for Pangu. This time they had a better result soon they were able to sense him in a much better way but before they could pinpoint their son's exact location both of them were bombarded with memories of old from Pangu's birth as they taught him to walk and talk, teaching him how to cultivate his toothy smile as he held his younger sisters in his arms a plethora of emotions went through them a mixture of emotions went passed them being a mixture of their emotions along with their child until the fateful day arrived they felt the desperation from Pangu the disappointment and anger from them causing their hear to cry out in pain, more so when they felt the sadness anger self loathing and the horror and heartache when they chose an outsider over their own son they saw him rage until they felt the pain changing him causing their heart ache then they felt emptiness and sudden apathy, then to their ever growinghorror and sadness they saw him gaining Moksha and subsequently thereby he heard him whisper out clearly asking for forgiveness for not being their ideal son, to Nuwa and Maheswara Pangu was more than anything they could ask for as a son they could not be more proud of him but now because of their folly they watched with eyes widened with horror as Pangu caught hold of his ”Fate Threads', they understood what was going to happen.
Nuwa tried to plead for him to stop even Maheswara a proud man who would rather die than lower his head wanted nothing more than fall on Pangu's feet and beg for mercy if only two get a second chance but it was not to be as Pangu with a swift tug tore the ”Fate Threads that bounded him to his family his parents, he disowned any form of relationship that was supposed to exists between them ceased to exists between them they were nothing more than strangers.
Both the parents vomited blood as tears steamed from their eyes, Nuwa gave a piercing scream, ”PANGU!!!!!!!!!!!”, before she fainted from the shock where as Maheswara kneeled as he kept muttering ”Sorry I am so sorry”, over and over again like a delirious person.
Meanwhile with others, Veena had just finished treating the people who were greatly injured during the skirmish some of them being her closest friends, thinking about how 'Jose' duped them made her grit her teeth in anger not only he played with the feelings of one of her daughters because of him they even betrayed their only son their flesh and blood. No not because of Jose they did themselves, just thinking about how much their actions had made Pangu suffer made her eyes moist she felt so disgusted with herself but now they will just have to wait before Nuwa would find him, even Celestia was using her Divination to locate Pangu with both of them working and she was sure Maheswara would also help with the trio of them working together the only thing they have to figure out is how to bring him that.
She knew that Pangu might hold a grudge but they will apologizeto him until he comes back but before she could do anything she heard the loud cry of Nuwa but before she could react she fell on her knees as tears streamed from her eyes she felt as if someone tore her heart out and an immense sense of guilt and lose hit her she sped off towards where she sensed both Nuwa and Maheswara.
A couple of minutes before the incident Antariskh and Shamiran made their way to Sylvana's room, ”Do you think big brother will forgive us?”