471 Eyes on Each Other (2/2)
”Why?”
”Yuanyuan…”
”Will you… be spending Lunar New Year with Tian Danyue?”
”…”
”She loves you, right?”
”…”
”Have you two ever had a relationship… Like the way we both have right now?”
”Nope,” answered Huang He firmly as he broke the silence. ”I didn't cross the line with her.”
”Oh, so the few questions that you haven't answered earlier are all true.”
”…” Men sometimes couldn't keep up with women's logical thinking.
”I don't quite understand. If you don't have a relationship with her… Why does she trust you so much, and why should she help you?”
”…”
Huang He was silent again.
In fact, Fang Yuanyuan had tried to find out more when they were together in Xi City several times.
However, this time, she was very firm about it.
Now that she had a marriage certificate, she wanted to clear things up with him. Huang He also felt the same… he had to remove any misunderstanding that might occur.
”I've saved her life before! As well as her daughter's life!”
Fang Yuanyuan was dumbstruck.
”She has a daughter?”
”…” Huang He puffed a sigh while he looked at her without another word.
”I know, I won't ask anymore.”
Fang Yuanyuan was not an entirely ignorant young woman.
Although she had the right to ask about him and Tian Danyue, the moment she raised a more in-depth question, it wouldn't benefit her and Huang He to know more.
Seeing that Huang He had remained silent, she gave a satisfied smile while she leaned on him, with a hand playing with his collar.
”Do you feel that, it's getting a little… hot here?”
Hot?
The winter breeze looked unbelievably cold outside.
It was piercing cold.
The place they were at was rather desolate and there was no heater inside.
In fact, it was a cold environment.
”… You don't think so?”
Fang Yuanyuan's hand, which was playing with his collar, slowly moved to touch his Adam's apple and collarbone, as if to show how unhappy she was with the kiss they had earlier. She seemed to yearn for a more intense and deeper embrace… to comfort her empty heart.
”Yuanyuan…”
Huang He's voice sounded a little hoarse.
”Mm…” She leaned herself on him and looked around the room.
It was not a big place. It was a little dim, a little cold, and a little dilapidated…
”What a pity…” Fang Yuanyuan let out a gasp.
Huang He asked, ”Pity?”
”It's a pity… today is such a good day.” Fang Yuanyuan sounded disappointed. ”But both of us… cannot do anything.”
Huang He suddenly held her head and kissed her lips fervently.
He kissed her, for he could only kiss her.
He wished he could kiss her for eternity.
He embraced Fang Yuanyuan tightly. His breath felt hot like fire, and her ears felt like it was boiling; she seemed to have forgotten where she was.
When her hand arrived at a certain spot, Huang He twitched and stopped her in a fluster.
”… Don't! Stop…”
”Stop or don't stop?”
”…”
Fang Yuanyuan nibbled his neck lightly.
”There's no surveillance camera here.”
”…”
”No one will come.”
”…” He was speechless for a moment.
”They will know… they will know…” He gasped.
Every time Fang Yuanyuan spoke, Huang He's breathing would get heavier.
Both of them had been apart for so long. Moreover, he had been hurt all this while. His needs in that aspect was greater than Fang Yuanyuan.
His heart almost flew out of his throat!
”Hurry!” Fang Yuanyuan said while gasping for breath. ”We can't waste anymore time…”
”Yuanyuan…” Huang He was at a loss as he called her name.
His head wanted to stop her, but his body was being too honest.
Besides, Fang Yuanyuan was a rather headstrong girl. Huang He couldn't make her change her mind at all. Although he had more strength, he could not free his hand from her when she pulled him. Although he could stop her, his throat was as if stuffed by a ball of fire with smoke and heat. Other than gasping for air, he couldn't do anything at all… Even though he had a strong body, his resistance was too weak against her. He wanted to control himself, but when he looked at Fang Yuanyuan's eyes, the past images of intimacy with her seemed to have cast a spell on his brain… and took root.
”Yuanyuan…”
He couldn't help quivering!
”Don't endure it… We don't have to endure it at all…”
Just this once.
Just this once.
There was actually a sorrowful feeling lingering around them, which almost drove Fang Yuanyuan crazy.
She was desperate. She unbuttoned his collar and bit him a little on the neck.
”I want you…”
Huang He's throat felt slightly stuck.
He took a breath, then another deep breath.
Fang Yuanyuan repeated, ”I want you.”
Her voice, her actions, and her thoughts—everything was so forthright.
Ultimately, at her command, Huang He finally closed his eyes and allowed her to undress him…
They could lock the room from within.
Nobody could enter.
Nobody would bother them at this moment too.
…
They covered the sofa with a piece of new and clean red cloth which was used as the backdrop for their earlier photoshoot. Huang He examined it, then covered it with his coat.
The room was too cold. It worried him that Fang Yuanyuan might feel cold and uncomfortable—he didn't want her to have a bad experience.
Thus, after adjusting here and there for a few times, he placed his arm on the sofa again.
”Are you cold?”
”Not cold.”
”Is it uncomfortable?”
”…”
Why is he talking so much?!
Fang Yuanyuan criticized him inside her head, and she didn't feel like answering him. She gave him a gentle then tight squeeze which made him tread on the edge of pain and happiness. It almost made him lose control.
”Yuanyuan…” he gasped.
Fang Yuanyuan gritted her teeth. ”You want me to do it by myself?”
”… Let me!”
It had been a long time.
His hands were quivering and so was his body.
His gaze felt dreamy.
He looked at her, and she returned his gaze.
He could see everything before him yet, it felt as if he could not see clearly.
That patch of light tone was slowly extending; their past, present, and future together was tied closely together… and would never part again.
As if the rain had finally visited for a long period of drought, he was especially vigorous. Fang Yuanyuan's cheeks were flushed red and her eyes seemed lost. Words that she wanted to say were in bits and pieces; it was all broken by him in that space they shared.
”… Remember to think of me when I'm not by your side…”
”During Lunar New Year's Eve, I'll go to the suburbs to set off fireworks. If you see it, you can guess which one is the one that I set off…”
”No matter what happens, you have to remember that I'm waiting for you…”
”You have to remember… that I will keep waiting forever till you return…”
Huang He lifted her body upwards. ”You'll wait for me forever?”
”Yes… yes… yes…”
”How long is your 'forever'?”
Fang Yuanyuan was gasping for air; she could not answer him since spasms were running through her body.
After the sensation had passed, she suddenly embraced him tightly while her head was pressing against him in their tight embrace to feel their heat and sweat. After that, she put down her arms weakly and looked at the ceiling.
”Until the day I die…”
…