Chapter 11 (1/2)
The Cosmos, who was Alyssa’s comfort, has long been lost. All she had left was Sasha, and loneliness.
Every morning, lunch and dinner. When dining with Ophelia and Mrs. Juliana
It was suffocating.
When Mrs. Juliana saw Alyssa nibbling at the meal, she spoke.
“I guess it doesn’t suit Alyssa’s taste, Leons.”
“Oh, no. Mother, it’s really good.”
Alyssa smiled brightly and put a big spoonful. This was like torture. She pretends to be happy and eats.
In fact, it was the same with Juliana and Mrs. Ophelia. Meals were always quiet and no one stayed in the dining room for a long time.
That was Alyssa’s original sin. An unfair sin. An unspeakable sin that has been regarded as her own and she had to beg for their wrongdoings.
The scarlet letters on Alyssa were gradually increasing in volume and pressing her.
Soon, it will be four months since Cambridge has changed. You cannot live in silence forever. Now it was time for Ophelia, Juliana, and Alyssa to return to society.
She wondered how many people would talk. Alyssa sighed and swallowed the food.
“Cough, Cough!”
“Oh, it’s because you are forcing yourself to eat it! I’m really upset.”
Sasha patted Alyssa’s back as she vomited and exhaled a stretched sigh. She felt sick every day so she opened her hands and vomited and now it feels like a daily routine.
At the same time, when she got a serious illness, Alyssa held back even if she tried to call a doctor because she was worried about what to do. She doesn’t want to bother the Cambridge mansion anymore.
‘How long will I…’
Alyssa bit her lips. Enough for blood to seep out.
She doesn’t know why the fate of the royal daughter is so bad.
Rather, after vomiting the things, Alyssa feels comfortable inside, was washed herself in warm water, and she put on her dress finely. She wore a thick fur shawl covering her small face and put on a coat.
No matter how bad the weather was, Alyssa did not skip a walk. When she went to the garden, Sasha could see her breathing easily in the open, so Sasha didn’t stop her.