Chapter 1905 (1/2)
The more she understands Chu Xingyun, the more she understands it. In any case, from any angle, she is not worthy of Chu Xingyun
Not to mention that Chu Xingyun doesn't love her at all. Even if he loves her, she will never be able to get together with Chu Xingyun. Otherwise, it will be a kind of defilement to Chu Xingyun.
Moreover, after becoming the chief executive, especially when she knew that Chu Xingyun would step down from the throne of chief executive sooner or later, and that she would inherit the throne, Liu Yan had no longer considered herself.
People live a lifetime, always want to do something to prove that they have come to this world.
Although Liu Yan was born in humble family, she also wanted to realize herself and the dream of the common people through her own efforts.
In this position, all Liu Yan's energy is dedicated to her work, her personal feelings, her love, her marriage and her children. She has no time to think about it.
The most important thing is that Liu Yan has been very clear about her Chu Xingyun only means intimacy, but he has no love for men and women. In other words, he never fell in love with himself.
Liu Yan is a free and easy person. Since Chu Xingyun doesn't love her, she will never be entangled.
Moreover, although as a woman, Liu Yan did not think that women must marry and have children.
Love is what she yearns for, but if this love is not produced with Chu Xingyun, then it has no value.
Liu Yan is eager to be loved, but not everyone's love, she is eager for.
Therefore, since she can't get Chu Xingyun's love, she will love him unilaterally, that is, not to disturb or destroy, but to guard the beauty in silence, which is no regret in this life.
Therefore, Liu Yan is from the heart, hoping that Chu Xingyun and Shuishui Xiang can come together, so that lovers, married
Looking at the stubborn Liu Yan, Chu Xingyun sighed: ”in your opinion, it's very simple for me to go to see her. No one can stop me, and no one stands up to stop me, right?”
Nodding, Liu Yan said, ”yes Now, as long as you want, you can go to see her immediately. No matter what you want to say or do, no one will stop you. ”
With a bitter smile, Chu Xingyun gently raised his right hand and pressed it on the heart.
He shook his head bitterly. Chu Xingyun said, ”although you can't see or feel it, in fact In my heart, there has always been a figure, watching me silently
Trembling to take a breath, Chu Xingyun said: ”although she will never stop me, just looking at me in silence, but under such gaze, I can't do something sorry for her, really can't do...”
She?
Surprised to see Chu Xingyun, Liu Yan said: ”who is she? You mean Do you fall in love with someone else
After shaking his head, Chu Xingyun said, ”no I don't fall in love with others. The only thing I love in my heart is Shuixiang, and I never have her. But... ”
As he spoke, Chu Xingyun paused, and then continued: ”but many emotions, though not love, are still unforgettable. You should understand Love is not the only emotion in this world! ”
Clearly nodded, Liu Yan said: ”I know what you said, such as family affection, friendship, parental love Are one of the greatest emotions in the world, but What kind of love is blocking you
In the face of Liu Yan's problem, Chu Xingyun gently closed his eyes, and in an instant, the sound and face of the night qianhan appeared vividly in his mind.
I don't regret the deep feelings in this life, and I'm willing to travel alone and drift away. I'd rather bear heaven than Qing for my long hatred
Night qianhan that incomparably sincere, full of true feelings of the voice, once again in the mind of Chu Xingyun up.
Yeah
Now, what kind of emotion is really binding him?
Is it the love of sacrificing oneself to save others?
No Not only that, if only save him, he will not be so tangled.
So, is it night qianhan, the deep love for her, completely moved him?
No There are a lot of people who love him, but only Shuixiang can really move him.