Chapter 180 (1/2)

At night, Na Liu Ting Du brought Na Liu Hao to the Yuan Mansion.

Na Liu Ting Du held Na Liu Hao in his arms, and knocked on Yuan Gun Gun's bedroom door.

'Ling Ling, it's me,' Na Liu Ting Du said. 'Open the door.'

Yuan Gun Gun didn't want to open the door. She didn't want to see Na Liu Ting Du.

'Ling Ling, even if you don't want to see me, don't you want to see Hao Hao?' Na Liu Ting Du asked.

Na Liu Ting Du didn't care Na Liu Hao had violet eyes and white hair. He loved Na Liu Hao like his son, because half of Na Liu Hao was a part of Yuan Gun Gun.

Yuan Gun Gun opened the door, and she looked at Na Liu Ting Du like he was a stranger.

Na Liu Ting Du's heart hurt to see Yuan Gun Gun's indifference toward him. He put Na Liu Hao on the pink bed.

'Ling Ling, can't you forgive me?' Na Liu Ting Du asked.

'I'm not Ling Ling,' Yuan Gun Gun said. 'I'm Yuan Gun Gun.'

'If Gun Gun loved me, I wouldn't have lied to you that you're Na Liu Ling Yan,' Na Liu Ting Du said.

Yuan Gun Gun's heart received another punch by Na Liu Ting Du.

'Even if I lied that you're Na Liu Ling Yan, you still didn't love me,' Na Liu Ting Du said. 'Whether you're Yuan Gun Gun or Na Liu Ling Yan, in the last two years I couldn't live in your heart. Even if you were separated from Hao Yan Che, and you couldn't remember Hao Yan Che, your heart didn't allow room for me. You'll always see as your big brother, someone you turn to if you're hurting. But you gave your body and soul to Hao Yan Che. Gun Gun, if you love me a bit of how much you love Hao Yan Che, I wouldn't have lied to you. I wouldn't worry every day that you'll remember. I lied to myself every day that one day you'll love me. I couldn't escape how much I love you. Gun Gun, can you forgive me?'

Yuan Gun Gun couldn't remember the past. But looking at Na Liu Ting Du suffering made her think she had seen him suffer in the past. She cried because he was hurting too.

Na Liu Ting Du hugged Yuan Gun Gun.

'Why can't you live without Hao Yan Che?' Na Liu Ting Du asked. 'I met you first. I protected and lived with you from when you were five to eighteen. Why didn't you choose me?'

Na Liu Hao elevated the objects in the room. He was unhappy Na Liu Ting Du and Yuan Gun Gun neglected him.

Na Liu Ting Du let go of Yuan Gun Gun. He walked to the bed, and coaxed Na Liu Hao.

Yuan Gun Gun walked the bed, and held Na Liu Hao in her arms.

Na Liu Hao's small hands wiped the tears off Yuan Gun Gun's face.

'Ugly mummy,' Na Liu Hao said.