Chapter 184 (1/2)
A meal, and then such a stalemate under the circumstances of finished.
Because, these days, I have been used to the entanglement of Feifei, so no matter how Feifei is, I can take it calmly. Even our conversation can't affect my appetite at all.
And Feifei, obviously frustrated expression, looking at me, some words, it seems that I can't say it.
Quietly finished her meal.
Looking up, she couldn't bear to see me treat her as a stranger. Looking up, she said in a trance: ”Wang Haoyu, you ice, why do I like you? Because I like you, I'm becoming less and less like myself. I'm about to forget what I was like before, but I still like you and insist on it, I just like you. ” Feifei said, whispering in a low voice. If I don't listen carefully, I can't hear it. The confusion in my tone suddenly burst into my heart, making my cold heart tremble.
I silently looked up, looking at Feifei, a beautiful girl, so destroyed in my hand.
Suddenly to own inexplicable dislike as well as disgust.
Looking at my frown, Feifei suddenly raised his hand, gently in my brow, slowly smoothed the hill I wrinkled.
”I like you. It's my own business. I don't want to look at you. I'm worried about you because of me. Just let me like you silently. Don't even erase my little request, OK?” Feifei looked at me and said pitifully, with a look of begging.
”I don't want my love to be a burden to you. I don't want to see you frown like an old man. Don't just refuse me. Refuse my kindness to you. Treat yourself well. You've lost a lot of weight in the past week. ” Feifei said, looking at me with a sad face, the lingering love in my eyes, let me have no escape.
That a pure, without any impurities, I can not afford, also can not go to, so, I can only again and again, again and again to insist on to refuse, without hesitation cut off all their own back.
However, it is undeniable that what Feifei said and did shocked me greatly. I have to re-examine myself and the relationship between myself and Feifei.
All the time, it's rejection, never like, just think, as an ordinary friend, to head, just because of this, when I know Feifei likes me, my whole person is in a mess.
I appreciate this girl and her character, but it's just appreciation. I'm willing to be friends with her. However, I'm just so friendly. I can't accept that my lover is not full. She has changed from my friend's definition to a lover.
Therefore, I will repel her confession again and again, because I don't want to lose such a good friend.
So, has been very obvious, very persistent refused to please her.
Now, seeing her humble love makes me tremble. I can't imagine that the bright and attractive girl who used to laugh like a flower has become a humble girl who is begging for mercy in front of love today.
However, for Feifei, there is nothing but heartache and pity.
That is to understand and understand my heart, I have never given Feifei hope, just silently hope that she can let go, long pain is better than short pain, to start her new journey.
However, Feifei is still persistent, not willing to give up, even if there is a little hope, she will not give up, but will pay 120 times the effort, whether it's worth it or not, just because she likes, a willful person can't bear to blame her.
In front of love, there is no reason to blame a person's stupidity.
But, do not accept is not accept, I will not give her any hope.
Once I recognize a person, like a person, I will do my best to her good, similarly, if I do not like a person, I even a coax are stingy to give her.
Because I know, I have to cut off all her hope, so that we can get along better.
So, I can't give her even a little warmth.
Therefore, since this week, I have been indifferent to her. How indifferent and indifferent I should be.