Chapter 3414: Han Te Chuan (80) A real man! (2/2)
In front of Hante, drops of liquid metal recondensed into Captain Kelly's appearance.
”What on earth do you want to do?” Jade asked calmly.
”I, I don't know.”
Hante hesitated, ”I just feel that, watching Sister Axia and so many girls brutally ravaged by Black Jack, I patted my **** and left, as if...particularly unkind.”
”It's not particularly unkind, you just made the most reasonable choice for an ordinary person in this situation.”
Feicui said, ”So, it's just that it's not planted in general, and nothing special.”
”...”
Han Te asked, ”Do you also think that I am not a man enough, even worse than a scumbag like Black Jack?”
”From a physiological point of view, you are now 100% male.”
Jade said, ”This is beyond doubt.”
”From another angle?” Han Te asked.
Jade was silent.
”In other words, there is only this organ now, which proves that I am still a **** man.”
Hante grinned, shook his head slowly, and said in pain, ”No, or that, I have never been a real man, at least not a man like Yao Lao, my master, Lei Chenghu, and Boss Bai, or even, not even a small man. Men like Emperor Li Jialing and Master Boxing.
”I, I grew up in a **** paradise. Although Master has brought me a faint light, the darkness around me is too strong. It is so strong that we have to do our best to survive, and we have no time to think about pride and dignity. , Mission, meaning, and the question of whether a man is a man or not.
”Although a series of coincidences have allowed me to meet Yao Lao and the best men and women in the Pangu universe, and follow them through all the magnificent and turbulent struggles, but I, but deep in my heart, are actually very clear, They are the protagonists of that war, and I am just a small, insignificant role, responsible for gagging, and the background board for the protagonists to wave their flags.
”I have never had any chance to make a final decision, turn the tide, burn my life to my heart's content, and release all my masculinity. Normally, I just need to follow Yao Lao, Bai Boss or Boxing Master and help them. Just clean the battlefield.
”So, haha, that's why I can deceive myself time and time again, deceiving myself and thinking that I, Yao Lao, He Bai Boss, and Boxing Master, and even the little emperor Li Jialing, are men of the same rank. Facing the **** fate of the strong, our combat effectiveness may be high or low, but the hearts of the strong are the same.
”Actually, in the deepest part of my heart, I know--
”We are not the same. They are the real men, the heroes of the Xinghai Sea. Even the little emperor Li Jialing, who I hate the most, has been on a starship, facing a ten times stronger enemy, and leading the charge. , Such a highlight moment.
”No... Actually, I don't really hate Li Jialing at all. I just used the reason of'competing with Li Jialing' to put gold on my face and forcibly drag myself to the same height as Li Jialing. For this reason , I even deceived myself and forced myself to compete with Li Jialing for Liuli.
”Opening the deepest layers of my heart, do I really love Liuli? It doesn't seem to be the case. I have always regarded Liuli as my sister, but Li Jialing aroused a boring eagerness to win.
”There are other girls, the girls I have provoked, have I really loved any of them, even for a second? It doesn't seem to be, I just want to use them to prove that I have grown up. , From a boy to a real man.
”Actually, hehe, the more I want to prove to the world that I am a real man, the more I become a real joke-Li Jialing probably never looked up to me, never regarded me as a real competitor, right?
”Yes, don’t blame him, even I look down on myself like this. I think I’m a coward, a scumbag, a trash, a joke, except for one more organ, and no toe at all. It's a real man...”
Han Texu talked about this, tears were already streaming down his face, and he couldn't make a sound.
At this time, he just heard the words Black Jack said outside.
”A miracle is something that can never happen.”
This sentence caused Hante's pupils to suddenly shrink, shrinking into two supernovae about to explode.
Hante held his crotch like a trembling statue, and was silent for a long, long time.
”Emerald...”
He finally made a hoarse voice that was worse than crying, ”Can you, can you return the'witch gene' to me?”
Jade said: ”What do you want to do?”
”I want strength.”
Hante's hand grasping the crotch was so hard that the blue veins on the back of his hand were raised high, and the severe pain made him no longer tremble or hesitate. The stars in his eyes burst open, and the words in his eyes burst. I want to be—a real man!”