Chapter 2088: Get close to the truth! (1/2)

”Since a long time ago, Li Lingfeng has been leading me to'treat' this disease. At that time, I was young, and naturally I couldn't tell the difference between'treatment' and'modulation'.”

Li Jialing continued, ”Apart from injecting all kinds of weird medicines into my body, or repeatedly irradiating my internal organs with super-high doses of mysterious light, and all kinds of unbearable torture, he and Wu Yinglan are mainly me. Instill a lot of things in the mind.

”It's like...'Taigu empowerment', like a vast ocean of sounds, images, and data streams crazily flooding into my brain. I can't hide it no matter what. They are all kinds of techniques about killing, as well as conspiracies and tricks. Kind of stuff.

”Hehe, so I can have today. I really should really thank this family boss. Maybe even he himself didn't expect that he can make me such a ‘success’, far beyond his expectations!

”However, knowing a certain killing technique is completely different from actually cutting people off. At that time, I was a stranger and proficient in hundreds of ways to put people to death in half a second. But the feeling of extreme nausea and fear still exists, and it binds my soul.

”As long as I have the intent to kill, I will feel dizzy, my heart beats faster, and I will have a splitting headache. I can't even hold the sword, let alone put it into practice.

”So, in the eyes of others, I'm still that poor creature with a'naturally timid and cowardly character', rubbish!”

Li Yao said, ”Then, when was this'ban' broken?”

”Two years ago.”

Li Jialing said blankly, ”After a modulation two years ago, I found that the prohibition in my brain gradually loosened. I don't know if it is the effect of modulation or the prohibition automatically fades with age. In short, A year and a half ago, I was completely free from this **** prohibition.

”Although I haven't actually moved my hands, I can clearly feel that I no longer have the slightest fear or aversion to killing, and I can kill anyone... who stands in front of me as I want!”

Li Yao was silent for a moment and said, ”But you didn't tell Li Lingfeng?”

”Yes, why tell him?”

Li Jialing smiled slyly and said, ”In the past, I just couldn't kill people. It doesn't mean that I didn't have my own emotion and will. I have been wondering how to escape Li Lingfeng's control for a long time. He has my real situation.

”Don't look at what he says so nicely now, but he obviously treats me as some kind of'experimental body'. Perhaps his words are quite true. He really put a lot of energy and effort into me. , So what? The tool is the tool, and the test body is the test body!

”If I told him the truth at the time, he would definitely not wait to let me enter the'second stage' of cultivation, and give me all kinds of killing tasks, let me die for him, for Li's cattle, I will show The stronger the combat power that comes out, the more arduous the task he will give me. One day, I will die as a'big cannon fodder' somewhere on the battlefield where the Li family is fighting for benefits-why?

”So, I chose to conceal the deep mutation in my brain, and still pretend to be a wasteful look that hates killing and can't interact with people. I'm just waiting for the best opportunity.

”In the most ideal'opportunity', I can't be in the nest of the Li family, and there is absolutely no escape from there; and Li Lingfeng had better be entangled by certain things or a strong person to give me this A little fish, a chance to escape the net of heaven and earth.

”This may be the best opportunity. I can feel that Li Lingfeng has begun to lose patience with me. If I don't release the seal this year, I don't know if he will use more cruel methods to modulate me.

”Brother Yao, you are obviously not in the same camp as Li Lingfeng, and there is likely to be a great contradiction, so although you appear so abrupt, there are most likely to be various accidents and variables, I have no choice but to make a desperate move. Give it a go!”

Li Yao took a deep breath and said, ”Have you never considered that Li Lingfeng has no possibility of lying? Or even though he has lied about certain things, he also sincerely hopes that you can be his successor, even One day control the entire Li family?”

Li Jialing was silent for a moment, then laughed softly.

”You still haven't figured it out thoroughly, Brother Yao.”

Li Jialing looked at his burning eyes in the mirror, and said, ”From start to finish, I never thought of becoming a person like Li Lingfeng, or that I disdain to be a person like him!

”Even if one day he really becomes the Patriarch of the Li family, one of the four emperors of the empire, what about, he is still just a spokesperson elected by the Li family, and a component of this huge machine. The interests of the family are exhausted, and after death!

”I don't want to live such a life, I don't want to be restrained and manipulated by anyone, I am... absolutely free!

”So, even if Li Lingfeng really arranged a very smooth and dazzling life path for me, I would not want to follow his instructions and spend my life!”

Speaking of the end, the young man actually gritted his teeth a bit, with a cross-brow anger.

Taking a deep breath, he smiled and continued: ”I'm sorry, I'm a little excited, maybe I've been manipulated for too long and too long, and depressed for too long and too long, how about it? After listening to the ins and outs, Brother Yao is right. What is the opinion of the whole thing, they all say ”bystander clear”, as a ”bystander”, can you guess about the problems that have plagued me in the past?

”When Li Lingfeng threw out the'Origin Project', my first reaction was to never believe it, but the nausea and fear that plagued me in the past is a fragment of the'Three Principles of Origin' of some kind of variation. It's also very reasonable.

”So, if Li Lingfeng is lying and there is no'origin plan' at all, and I have not been contaminated by the evil power of the Holy Alliance, how can I explain my fault?”

”It's very simple.”

Li Yao thought about it for a while, and then said, ”You are not contaminated by the evil power of the Holy ally, but if one of your parents is a Holy ally, that can explain everything.”