Chapter 1331: 105% of yourself! (1/2)
”Ask your heart. When you heard Professor Mo Xuan's introduction of this dark nebula exploration mission, the first thought that popped out from the deepest part of your heart was,'This mission is very important to the Federation, so I Must go', or'This mission is too interesting, I want to go'?”
Ding Lingdang looked at Li Yao expectantly.
Li Yao's gaze crossed her, piercing the blazing sun, and under the direct sunlight, his eyes became golden.
He gently held Ding Lingdang's hand and fell into a long period of contemplation. The expression on his face suddenly became confused, calm, and energetic, suddenly unpredictable, and finally, exuding a kind of transparent and pure light.
”I... want to go, I want to go from the bottom of my heart!”
Li Yao murmured, ”You're right, this has nothing to do with civilization, federation, and the future. These tall concepts have nothing to do with it. The universe is so big, I just want to go out and take a look.”
”There is something, I never told you.”
”After more than ten years of thrilling adventures, in the past five years, I can finally live a calm and orderly life like a normal person.”
”I have almost everything, reputation, status, power, career, and the support and respect of everyone! Even you stay by my side. No matter how hard we practice during the day, we can stay together like a normal couple at night. .”
”It stands to reason that this should be the pinnacle of life, right?”
”But, every night when people are quiet, and when they enter a deep sleep state, do you know who I dream about most often?”
Ding Lingdang blinked and said, ”Northwest Yan, Xiao Xuance, Bai Xinghe, Xinghai, Jin Tuyi, Ancestor Youquan, Zhou Hengdao, Lu Zui?”
”how do you know?”
Li Yao was startled, and subconsciously touched his lips, ”Do I still talk in sleep in the middle of the night?”
”of course not.”
Ding Lingdang smiled, ”It's just that, just like you, I often dream of my enemies in the past!”
”In the ten years since you left the Tianyuan Realm, I was cultivating and wandering in the depths of the Great Wilderness alone. I have encountered countless ferocious monsters, and have escaped hundreds of times under the tide of beasts that obscured the sky.”
”These scenes have often appeared in my dreams in the past five years!”
”It's very strange that when you are in the depths of the Great Wilderness, you always have to give up everything, overdraw your soul, and burn your life to fight for a ray of life. In many cases, the physical and mental torture can't be described with pen and ink!”
”Every time I escaped from the beast tide, dragged my skin and fleshy, bloody, exhausted body and returned to the base, I said to myself in my heart that I would never do these stupid things again. I rushed to the depths of the wilderness alone. The exit of the wormhole is swaying!”
”But every time I can't bear it for a week, the scar will heal again, forget the pain, and start to move again.”
”And in the dream, returning to these critical moments of life and death is also... and... it makes me think again and again, and I really want to do it again, or a hundred times!”
”Yes, that's how it feels!”
Li Yao's eyes lit up, and his hand gripping his wife became tighter and tighter, and said excitedly, ”In my dreams, I often return to confronting Yan Beibei, Xiao Xuance, Youquan Ancestor, Lu Zui and others. These guys are really good. It's difficult, every time I am forced to squeeze out every drop of wisdom, courage, courage, and determination in the deepest part of the soul, coupled with the help of countless partners and a little bit of luck, can I win them by luck!”
”After defeating them, even just in the process of confronting them, the incomparable pleasure will make me feel that I am alive 100%, even 105%!”
”My wife, don't get me wrong. I really don't mean that I don't enjoy the calm life of the past five years, let alone that I don't want to stay with you for a long time. It's just that I always feel the thrilling experience of the past ten years. Compared with an extremely exciting adventure career, this is smooth sailing, pure as water, and you can see life in decades later, some, some, some dull and tasteless!”
”You, can you understand this feeling?”
”of course!”
Ding Lingdang's thoughts also floated to a very far, far away place. The whole person seemed to be gradually turning into a crystal clear crystal, melting in the air, both real and illusory.
Her voice was extremely ethereal, as if it came from the depths of the dark, cold and burning universe, ”In order to impact the Nascent Soul Realm, I once ventured to the gravitational orbit closest to the pulsar and practiced for ten days and ten nights.”
”The special magneto-magnetic force field continuously emitted by the pulsar, combined with the gravitational field of the neutron star itself, superimposed together to form a special twisted force field, just like a natural telescope across the universe, which can collect Countless lightwave information since ancient times.”