Chapter 960: Han Tuhus problem (1/2)
After several hours of calm thinking, Han Tuhu’s expression was very different from what happened just now. Li Yao felt that he was trying to suppress a certain part of his brain, forcing himself to become a precision calculation tool. , A machine without emotional fluctuations.
”I'm sorry, Major Li.”
Han Tuhu held the field cap in his hand, and kept rubbing the red star medal on the cap with his thumb. The medal had been polished shiningly by him. ”I was so emotional just now that I lost a Federal Army commander's response. Some calmness, senseless impulse and anger will only make my own judgment mistakes and plunge the troops into an abyss that cannot be restored. I need to apologize for my loss of control.”
Li Yao didn't know whether Han Tuhu's change was good or bad.
Han Tuhu stared blankly at the medal in his palm. The shining red five stars on the medal turned into two small sparks in his deep eyes. He froze for a long time, then hesitated and said: ”Actually, Major Li All that said, many of our brothers have thought about it on Youfu Island, after all...”
The tail like a meteor hammer crossed his shoulders and stretched out to his head, like a thick arm, knocking his ugly head, ”Looking at myself turning into this look like a human and a ghost, How can you not have the slightest doubt?”
”In the beginning, we thought this was just a conspiracy of the enemy, the effect of a new virus.”
”However, it is not only us who have mutated. We soon came into contact with the blood lion brigade, Suo Chaolong and other silver-blooded monsters who were also imprisoned.
”While we are becoming more and more like the monster race, Suo Chaolong has become more and more like the human race. If Suo Chaolong and I are now brought together in front of a stranger, who can say I am a human and he is a demon?”
”What is going on with all this? Whether I am or Suo Chaolong, I am afraid I will ask myself countless times every night. This feeling is like 10,000 ants have penetrated into my brain. Nibbles fiercely for seconds!”
”I want to figure out the answer, but I am afraid of the real answer. I can only deceive myself and come up with all kinds of impossible reasons. The relationship between Suo Chaolong and I is the same, so I hate him as a monster. Officer, it is better to say that I am jealous of him, jealous of his current appearance, jealous of him, this evil monster race, why can I have a human face!”
”I think he is the same, right? I can read the look he looks at me, the look exactly like me!”
The expression on Han Tuhu's face cannot be described with pen and ink: ”You know, Major Li, although you saved us, you also gave us a huge problem.”
”Originally, neither I nor So Chaolong thought that I could really escape from that dark and horrible island. We just wanted to have the hopeless answer fully surfaced and make us all go crazy. Died vigorously, fighting to death on the battlefield as a glorious federal army or a pure silver-blooded monster clan!”
”But, when you appeared, you really saved us all and put the answers we have been unwilling to face clearly before us!”
Li Yao listened quietly.
He had a feeling that Han Tuhu didn't need to respond, just like a heavy machine gun, releasing all the dark emotions that had accumulated in his heart for half a year.
Sure enough, after all this, Han Tuhu stared at the ceiling blankly for a long time, breathed a long sigh of relief, and became different from one second ago: ”Major Li, if you want to cease fire with the blood demon world or even join forces, from technology Above all, there are several key issues to be solved.”
Li Yao was startled: ”Colonel Han, are you willing to let go of your prejudices and join forces with the monster race?”
”I do not want to.”
Han Tuhu seemed to be crawling out of the swamp that had been trapped for half a year. A shrewd and somewhat cruel Federal officer was waking up. He shook his head and said, ”Even if everything you say is true, the human race and the monster race really come out together. Yiyuan, what about?”
”Forty thousand years of time is enough for the original race to evolve into two different branches, not to mention, even within the same race, there may be irreconcilable conflicts.”
”Race has never been the only cause of war, and has never even been the most important cause.”
”Take the biggest threat we face, the real human empire, isn't that also a human country, with the same language and the same species as us? But when they destroy us, they won't be soft.”
”So, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I won't change my hatred of the Yaozu. I think it will be difficult for the entire Federal Army to change this hatred in just a few years.”
”only--”
Han Tuhu's eyes are getting sharper and sharper, as if there is a scalpel, tearing the haze that has been hanging on the periphery of his brain to shreds, ”I am a soldier, and my duty is to defend my home and the country, and to defend the satellite and the Federation. , Guarding all citizens of the Star Federation.”
”I will do whatever it takes to complete my duties.”
”If the destruction of the blood demon world can achieve this goal, I will exhaust my life to achieve this goal, killing every demon race, no matter what their ancestors are.”