Chapter 547: Thors Memories. (2/2)

”Fine!” Asna smacked him in the arm with the remote control and turned to the other side, not wanting to rewatch those damned memories again.

Felix pressed play while massaging his arm.

This time he wasn't holding a notepad or a pen due to his photographic memory.

The first thing that appeared on the screen was a smooth white butt, making Felix question his eyes for a moment.

A split second later, loud noisy moans began resounding in Asna's silent bedroom.

'The hell?' Felix was merely staring speechlessly at the current ongoing orgy in the mirror while Lady Sphinx and Jörmungandr were watching casually.

They didn't seem embarrassed at all like they had seen those sorts of things on hundreds of occasions.

Only Asna's cheeks had gotten slightly red at the noises but she refused to look at the mirror with them.

”Nothing useful to see here.” Felix coughed while pressing fast-forward button rapidly.

Due to his enhanced vision, he managed to see that the next scenes were all showing nude parts as well, making him not know whether to feel respectful of Thor or curse at him.

After skipping for about three minutes' worth of memories, Felix finally paused on a scene where Thor could be seen sitting in front of a mirror fully clothed.

He was wearing an exquisite long blue robe that matched well with his fair skin, white thick beard, black thin eyebrows, and long wavy black and white hair. It was split from the middle just like Felix's hair.

He was handsome alright appearing like a dignified man who never takes no for an answer. However, his expression seemed a bit downcast while he looked at his reflection in the mirror.

He brought a big jar of red wine to his mouth and gulped it entirely in less than a second.

Thud!

He smashed the jar of wine with the floor and barbed loudly, appearing like he was extremely satisfied with the drink.

Alas, his satisfaction lasted for merely a few seconds before sadness took over again.

”Yo..u disgust me.” Thor pointed his finger at the reflection and spoke with a drunken tone, ”Heh, you are the only primogenitor to take his breeding job serious...”

Before he could finish his sentence, the scene ended, changing to another one.

Felix paused after seeing that both Lady Sphinx and Jörmungandr were showing signs of frustration. It seemed like Thor's words had opened an old wound.

It was about the theory that the primogenitors' entire existence was to populate the universe with multiple races that could use elements.

All of them felt that this theory was the real deal and that their entire meaning and purpose in life was to be breeding machines.

For Thor's memories to be mostly based on his sexual life, it only meant that he spent all of his time on finding excitement in sex and booze.

No wonder he got heavily depressed just like Jörmungandr.

That was a truly meaningless life and there was no need to prolong it beyond the billions of years that he lived.

Felix clicked play after seeing that Lady Sphinx and Jörmungandr had recovered.

However, the next scene showed only Thor sitting in the wild under two full moons with tens of wine jars lying around him.

He was doing nothing but sitting with his legs crossed and taking big gulps from a jar in his hand.

The atmosphere was serene, allowing anyone to swim in his own thoughts peacefully.

This would have been good in some situations but also deadly in other situations.

In the case of people with severe depression? Being left alone to one's own thoughts was far more dangerous than facing a robber.

At least a robber would merely steal your money...But your own negative thoughts would steal the last bit of sanity and makes you agree on decisions that one could never make next to loved ones.

”Sigh, today is like yesterday and it's definitely going to be the same tomorrow and after tomorrow...” Thor murmured while gazing at the moons, ”If I am going to live my days in this meaningless loop, then what's the point of living?”

Thor took a big gulp from the wine jar and smacked his lips. Then, he said with a wide sincere smile, ”Might as well break the loop and free myself.”

The screen went dark immediately after Thor uttered that heartwrenching sentence. Felix and the rest could only look at the screen with a gloomy expressions.

Their reasons for feeling like that might vary but all of them agreed on one point.

There was nothing worse than seeing someone deciding firmly on suicide and knowing that whatever you say would almost make no difference...